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Friday, August 12, 2005
Honestly, im in a situation where im abt to lose everything that i treasured the most to something that i dont even noe where i did wrong. Im bt to lose something which i sacrificed EVERYTHING to get. and recalling it,honestly i dont really feel its worth sacrificing everthing for it!

Its just unfair to see that r=e significance of something is so different compared to others. Ive prepared to do anything to get the thing goin on for as long as i could coz ive hoped to get it stable in the long run, but to my dismay, its sad la.

there r just events that cant appreciate me as how i am. the way i am, no one appreciates. its heartache to me.

U NOE WHO U ARE LARH!


Gheze | 1:09 PM |

Thursday, July 14, 2005
Mid Yr Exams... DONE!

Yeeha! im done with my mid yr! first paper was Geog on monday.. kinda alrite larh! managable! a C is attainable! at least its good for a start to Alevels! haha!

second paper was Mother Tongue on tuesday! let me tell u, that paper was like Greek to me larh... i dont understand alot of things! "jati diri".. wats that? haha! i was literally translating my best into English, then i change them to basic mala when i answer the question! dont say that im malay... im not 100% lor! so dont blame that on me!

the third paper was Management Of Business! haha! funny thing.. i lost my mgmt file a week ago... so i had no reference on to wad to study! all my notes are gone lor! so the day before the exam... i had to ask Boy to study wit me, as usual, and i had to borrow some notes! i took my chance/risk of choosing certain topics to study. haha! i borrowd but then, wen i got home, i didnt study! im too not in the mood to study! hahaha! so, i came in unprepared! during the paper, all the questions, thank goodness are wad i studied. I got the tip from the teacher! whaha! and when i turn the papers, i scribbled evrytthin on the qn paper in pencil and wrote evrythin back! fuh... i had aches on me fingers! haha! after the paper, boy asked me, "hows ur paper?" "jialat arh... fail! i think if theres a miracle, ill get a B!" boy gave me that look! haha! and here's the catch! when i got home, i found my management file!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Last paper was econs paper on wed! i got to say, it was superhard! so i think ill get a D at most! haiz! neh mind! i can buck up soon! hahahaha

so today, i gt no paper so im free today! day off! as for tmr, i tink im skipping class, but for 3 straight fri im absent! hahha see how larh!

and yo aiman... im cool!! relaxed! haha! howr u bro? doing fine? someone graduate from POLY already rite?

till then... toodles!


Gheze | 7:27 PM |

Thursday, June 23, 2005
Seconds (2nd) to FAME!

now... currently at my frenz house.. simply just slack.. and actually studying larh! not yet asleep at all! my body is totally aching right now due to the floorball training last tuesday! i didnt had any proper warm up and cooling down.. ahhar! and my left toe bone, somewhere there larh.. very painful, coz its deformed! and some peepz said that its actually swollen! huh? must go doctor already!

fb training... kinda great coz of mr amir's presence! he's coaching us, at least there's some direction in which the team is heading, or so i presume! but alright larh! xcept for the stinky goalkeeper training kit! i brought home and washed it! huahua!

as for SWSy, im relaxing right now! concert was quite tiring! im taking a break for exams! but dont worry guys! im still coming down once a fortnight to check things out! haha!

as for kak liza, congrats on ur baby amir! lil bebe finally has a name! hehe! heartest congratulations!

Now... continue mugging for exams! STRESS!! Haahaha... take care peepz!


Gheze | 6:49 AM |

Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Yo Yo! Im back!

its been more than a few months since i came back here! haha! im busy with school larh people! As MOST of you dont noe... i got kick out of Temasek Polytechnic because i failed my freaking Engineering Maths 1 for the second time!

it is the institution's policy that if u fail a core subject, ur allowed to take the supplemetary paper a few weks after that. then if u fail again, u can repeat the whole module the next semester! and if u fail that semesters exam AGAIN, ur allowed to take the supp paper again!if you fail that 2nd supp paper... that means ur so stupid, the institution dont want u back!

U see, how stupid me? i failed my maths for 4 tims! FISH! Im not so good with my math! as my beloved pen pal told me, im a maths dyslexic! haha.. yeah!

so now, im in a new school! Millenia Institute (bartley Campus)! actually was formally called Outram Institute! haha... 2 years ago i was from there, doin my first thee months in that school! Now im back to this school, using the library's computer! hehehe...

well, i noe a lot of frens from this school! haha.. thru shmeer! ao i kinda fit rite in perfectly! and my teachers still remember me! whehehe! but im still trying to run away from ms bala, if she can still remember me.. i had a bad rapour with her!

my concert is coming up, on the 5th june! to me, this is taxing and honestly, im nervous rite now! im the vice chairman for the band and this is my committee's first time doing a "commercialised" concert! Things are still not prepared and members are not ready! scary! headache headache headache!

i think nowadays... i can enter the net easily, and blog more often! but no promises larh! hehehe!

till then, a word from me,
"Anger is only a letter away from Danger"


Gheze | 1:12 PM |

Thursday, March 24, 2005
Thank you one and all

Thanx to all those who have been patiently waiting for me to recover! Well, im a bit ok now! Fever's gone... just still the irritating cough!

Life being hectic! Grrr... As usual! My concert in June is in 8 weeks more! 8 weeks is SUPER NEAR! And this time, im learning how to organise a concert... wee!

What do you think abt the 5-day week programme the government put up? And what impact does it make on different types of individuals, eg, students, parents, working adults and the government?

This i have to noe!


Gheze | 11:43 AM |

Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Went out Fly Kite!

Its been *counting...* more than a month since i update! Life in here looks kinda boring! Me no comp and no internet connection! This is very BAD! AND I DONT EVEN FEEL THE NEED TO BLOG! shiit... im on the Blogpolice Wanted List!

Well, currently im just so busy running from tampines to pasir ris, to buena vista, until it has taken its toll on me! currently im still sick! Bad cough, blocked nose- which eventually led to a nose bleed, a very high fever - 40.7 to be exact, sore throat, and eventually, some blood spill into my urine due to the high body tempt! i was literally SHAKING uncontrollably!

well, had a mild fever on thursday! i guessed i was too tired after the journey to and fro frm tampines to Buona Vista, only to reach home at 1230am earliest! but sometimes, if im lucky, can reach at midnight! all becoz of my upcoming concert this Sat n Sun!

Friday was "abit ok"! still had fever! But i promised my dear fren i would come to his friendly floorball match with Meridien JC! Well, MI guys won MJ guys 5-2 and MI girls won MJ girls 6-0! EXPECTED! hehe.. At least i kept to my promised!

Saturday, woke up at 6am, extremely high fever! I looked like a walking tomato-zombie! i cant walk straight, and im too sick to lift my eyes! temperature was 40.2! My aunt needed to go to the tampines polyclinic to send "Panjeet" to the vet.. ermz doctor i mean, for immunistion- "Panjeet" my 2yr old baby cuz, Irfan Haziq, which i take the Fan and the Ziq and put together to become FanZiq, thus, Panjeet! hehe! u should see him.. the name suits him! so we went at 9am! after i had my bath and my 2panadols at seven.. had some breakfast!

I had to wait for an hour before i got my turn to the doctor! And the first thing he said, "Muhammad Ghazali, you stay in Pasir Ris rite? Why do you come to Tampines Polyclinic?"

Me:"Is it any of you business? i happened to be in tampines!"

He: Terrible fucking attitude "Ok, so whats your problem this time?"

Wahliao.. when i heard this... i feel like slapping his face! Its not every day i go see the doc! This is my first time going to that polyclinic in 3 yrs! or so to any polyclinics!

Me:"Ive been having a high fever for the past two days and a very bad cough and a blocked nose!"

He put the thermometer onto my ear and he said something which pisses me off that very moment!

He:"are you sure ur having fever? u r perfectly healthy.. no signs of fever! no fluctuation in heartbeats!"

Me:"My thermometer was 40.2 at 6am just now.."

He:"in 4hours ur fine, i think either ur lying, or thermometer is spoilt!"

Me:"For what i come to seek medical help on a saturday unless im this sick. And plz.. mind ur lan.........."

He:"Shut up, will you?"

In my heart, i was cursing n swearing at him! really! Fuck! I waited an hour to be given only two minutes of a PATHETIC medical attention! And the medication i got are juz paracetamol and one flu medication! Wait.. i said i got Blocked nose, not FLU! ASSHOLE!

so if any of u need to go to Tampines Polyclinic, do be prepared to get this kind of treatment!


Gheze | 2:17 PM |

Thursday, February 03, 2005
IM BACK!

Its been more than half a month since i started blogging! aiyah! i need to restore those pics! interestin pictures hor! Haahaha! Sorry guys ive been MIA so long!

Schools just reopened, and im getting sick of waking up so early! haiz! and assignments are due soon! chinese new yr would be the best time for me to finish up my assignments! Have abt 3 of them! Sianz!

and from this week onwards, ill be super dee duper busy! SYF coming up, and im worried for my sec sch band! But.. what heck! im learning to let them make their mistakes! thats the onli way they could learn! but still, trying my best to come for practices every Mon, Wed and Fri, if provided i got no lessons!

My days are generally packed with music making! SYF coming, so, COMWORKS is coming too! On the 12th and 13th march! basically its a concert whereby Singapore Wind Symphony will be conducted by guest conducters playing the respective conducter's choice pieces for the SYF! the main purpose is to let the sch bands have a general idea of what is expected by their conductor! yada yada yada! enough of those shit! practices every Tues and Thurs!

After this major comworks, there might be a concert at the Esplanade on the 10th april! We were invited! wahaha! Cool man! Ive been longing to perform at esplanade! hehe! I pity Patricia! She wanted ooh-so-badly to perform at esplanade with the youthwinds! But the week when she left for australia to study, as what ive heard from others, Mr tan announced that we will be playing at esplanade! I pity u, pat! Neh mind! u can always perform at the Sydney Opera House! Thats much more grand-er

Sunday is my youth band practice! concert coming up in June! Cant wait! so many concert! wee! wahaha!

its a few more days to New YR! I want to collect AngBao! Can i? Can I? Plz........


Gheze | 2:17 PM |