Its only WORDS!

2005-08-12T13:09:00.000+08:00

Honestly, im in a situation where im abt to lose everything that i treasured the most to something that i dont even noe where i did wrong. Im bt to lose something which i sacrificed EVERYTHING to get. and recalling it,honestly i dont really feel its worth sacrificing everthing for it!

Its just unfair to see that r=e significance of something is so different compared to others. Ive prepared to do anything to get the thing goin on for as long as i could coz ive hoped to get it stable in the long run, but to my dismay, its sad la.

there r just events that cant appreciate me as how i am. the way i am, no one appreciates. its heartache to me.

U NOE WHO U ARE LARH!

Yeeha!

2005-07-14T19:27:00.000+08:00

Mid Yr Exams... DONE!

Yeeha! im done with my mid yr! first paper was Geog on monday.. kinda alrite larh! managable! a C is attainable! at least its good for a start to Alevels! haha!

second paper was Mother Tongue on tuesday! let me tell u, that paper was like Greek to me larh... i dont understand alot of things! "jati diri".. wats that? haha! i was literally translating my best into English, then i change them to basic mala when i answer the question! dont say that im malay... im not 100% lor! so dont blame that on me!

the third paper was Management Of Business! haha! funny thing.. i lost my mgmt file a week ago... so i had no reference on to wad to study! all my notes are gone lor! so the day before the exam... i had to ask Boy to study wit me, as usual, and i had to borrow some notes! i took my chance/risk of choosing certain topics to study. haha! i borrowd but then, wen i got home, i didnt study! im too not in the mood to study! hahaha! so, i came in unprepared! during the paper, all the questions, thank goodness are wad i studied. I got the tip from the teacher! whaha! and when i turn the papers, i scribbled evrytthin on the qn paper in pencil and wrote evrythin back! fuh... i had aches on me fingers! haha! after the paper, boy asked me, "hows ur paper?" "jialat arh... fail! i think if theres a miracle, ill get a B!" boy gave me that look! haha! and here's the catch! when i got home, i found my management file!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Last paper was econs paper on wed! i got to say, it was superhard! so i think ill get a D at most! haiz! neh mind! i can buck up soon! hahahaha

so today, i gt no paper so im free today! day off! as for tmr, i tink im skipping class, but for 3 straight fri im absent! hahha see how larh!

and yo aiman... im cool!! relaxed! haha! howr u bro? doing fine? someone graduate from POLY already rite?

till then... toodles!

2nd to FAME!

2005-06-23T06:49:00.000+08:00

Seconds (2nd) to FAME!

now... currently at my frenz house.. simply just slack.. and actually studying larh! not yet asleep at all! my body is totally aching right now due to the floorball training last tuesday! i didnt had any proper warm up and cooling down.. ahhar! and my left toe bone, somewhere there larh.. very painful, coz its deformed! and some peepz said that its actually swollen! huh? must go doctor already!

fb training... kinda great coz of mr amir's presence! he's coaching us, at least there's some direction in which the team is heading, or so i presume! but alright larh! xcept for the stinky goalkeeper training kit! i brought home and washed it! huahua!

as for SWSy, im relaxing right now! concert was quite tiring! im taking a break for exams! but dont worry guys! im still coming down once a fortnight to check things out! haha!

as for kak liza, congrats on ur baby amir! lil bebe finally has a name! hehe! heartest congratulations!

Now... continue mugging for exams! STRESS!! Haahaha... take care peepz!

Yo YO

2005-05-10T13:12:00.000+08:00

Yo Yo! Im back!

its been more than a few months since i came back here! haha! im busy with school larh people! As MOST of you dont noe... i got kick out of Temasek Polytechnic because i failed my freaking Engineering Maths 1 for the second time!

it is the institution's policy that if u fail a core subject, ur allowed to take the supplemetary paper a few weks after that. then if u fail again, u can repeat the whole module the next semester! and if u fail that semesters exam AGAIN, ur allowed to take the supp paper again!if you fail that 2nd supp paper... that means ur so stupid, the institution dont want u back!

U see, how stupid me? i failed my maths for 4 tims! FISH! Im not so good with my math! as my beloved pen pal told me, im a maths dyslexic! haha.. yeah!

so now, im in a new school! Millenia Institute (bartley Campus)! actually was formally called Outram Institute! haha... 2 years ago i was from there, doin my first thee months in that school! Now im back to this school, using the library's computer! hehehe...

well, i noe a lot of frens from this school! haha.. thru shmeer! ao i kinda fit rite in perfectly! and my teachers still remember me! whehehe! but im still trying to run away from ms bala, if she can still remember me.. i had a bad rapour with her!

my concert is coming up, on the 5th june! to me, this is taxing and honestly, im nervous rite now! im the vice chairman for the band and this is my committee's first time doing a "commercialised" concert! Things are still not prepared and members are not ready! scary! headache headache headache!

i think nowadays... i can enter the net easily, and blog more often! but no promises larh! hehehe!

till then, a word from me,
"Anger is only a letter away from Danger"

Thank You's

2005-03-24T11:43:00.000+08:00

Thank you one and all

Thanx to all those who have been patiently waiting for me to recover! Well, im a bit ok now! Fever's gone... just still the irritating cough!

Life being hectic! Grrr... As usual! My concert in June is in 8 weeks more! 8 weeks is SUPER NEAR! And this time, im learning how to organise a concert... wee!

What do you think abt the 5-day week programme the government put up? And what impact does it make on different types of individuals, eg, students, parents, working adults and the government?

This i have to noe!

Went out Fly Kite

2005-03-08T14:17:00.000+08:00

Went out Fly Kite!

Its been *counting...* more than a month since i update! Life in here looks kinda boring! Me no comp and no internet connection! This is very BAD! AND I DONT EVEN FEEL THE NEED TO BLOG! shiit... im on the Blogpolice Wanted List!

Well, currently im just so busy running from tampines to pasir ris, to buena vista, until it has taken its toll on me! currently im still sick! Bad cough, blocked nose- which eventually led to a nose bleed, a very high fever - 40.7 to be exact, sore throat, and eventually, some blood spill into my urine due to the high body tempt! i was literally SHAKING uncontrollably!

well, had a mild fever on thursday! i guessed i was too tired after the journey to and fro frm tampines to Buona Vista, only to reach home at 1230am earliest! but sometimes, if im lucky, can reach at midnight! all becoz of my upcoming concert this Sat n Sun!

Friday was "abit ok"! still had fever! But i promised my dear fren i would come to his friendly floorball match with Meridien JC! Well, MI guys won MJ guys 5-2 and MI girls won MJ girls 6-0! EXPECTED! hehe.. At least i kept to my promised!

Saturday, woke up at 6am, extremely high fever! I looked like a walking tomato-zombie! i cant walk straight, and im too sick to lift my eyes! temperature was 40.2! My aunt needed to go to the tampines polyclinic to send "Panjeet" to the vet.. ermz doctor i mean, for immunistion- "Panjeet" my 2yr old baby cuz, Irfan Haziq, which i take the Fan and the Ziq and put together to become FanZiq, thus, Panjeet! hehe! u should see him.. the name suits him! so we went at 9am! after i had my bath and my 2panadols at seven.. had some breakfast!

I had to wait for an hour before i got my turn to the doctor! And the first thing he said, "Muhammad Ghazali, you stay in Pasir Ris rite? Why do you come to Tampines Polyclinic?"

Me:"Is it any of you business? i happened to be in tampines!"

He: Terrible fucking attitude "Ok, so whats your problem this time?"

Wahliao.. when i heard this... i feel like slapping his face! Its not every day i go see the doc! This is my first time going to that polyclinic in 3 yrs! or so to any polyclinics!

Me:"Ive been having a high fever for the past two days and a very bad cough and a blocked nose!"

He put the thermometer onto my ear and he said something which pisses me off that very moment!

He:"are you sure ur having fever? u r perfectly healthy.. no signs of fever! no fluctuation in heartbeats!"

Me:"My thermometer was 40.2 at 6am just now.."

He:"in 4hours ur fine, i think either ur lying, or thermometer is spoilt!"

Me:"For what i come to seek medical help on a saturday unless im this sick. And plz.. mind ur lan.........."

He:"Shut up, will you?"

In my heart, i was cursing n swearing at him! really! Fuck! I waited an hour to be given only two minutes of a PATHETIC medical attention! And the medication i got are juz paracetamol and one flu medication! Wait.. i said i got Blocked nose, not FLU! ASSHOLE!

so if any of u need to go to Tampines Polyclinic, do be prepared to get this kind of treatment!

BACK!

2005-02-03T14:17:00.000+08:00

IM BACK!

Its been more than half a month since i started blogging! aiyah! i need to restore those pics! interestin pictures hor! Haahaha! Sorry guys ive been MIA so long!

Schools just reopened, and im getting sick of waking up so early! haiz! and assignments are due soon! chinese new yr would be the best time for me to finish up my assignments! Have abt 3 of them! Sianz!

and from this week onwards, ill be super dee duper busy! SYF coming up, and im worried for my sec sch band! But.. what heck! im learning to let them make their mistakes! thats the onli way they could learn! but still, trying my best to come for practices every Mon, Wed and Fri, if provided i got no lessons!

My days are generally packed with music making! SYF coming, so, COMWORKS is coming too! On the 12th and 13th march! basically its a concert whereby Singapore Wind Symphony will be conducted by guest conducters playing the respective conducter's choice pieces for the SYF! the main purpose is to let the sch bands have a general idea of what is expected by their conductor! yada yada yada! enough of those shit! practices every Tues and Thurs!

After this major comworks, there might be a concert at the Esplanade on the 10th april! We were invited! wahaha! Cool man! Ive been longing to perform at esplanade! hehe! I pity Patricia! She wanted ooh-so-badly to perform at esplanade with the youthwinds! But the week when she left for australia to study, as what ive heard from others, Mr tan announced that we will be playing at esplanade! I pity u, pat! Neh mind! u can always perform at the Sydney Opera House! Thats much more grand-er

Sunday is my youth band practice! concert coming up in June! Cant wait! so many concert! wee! wahaha!

its a few more days to New YR! I want to collect AngBao! Can i? Can I? Plz........

Welcome

2005-01-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

Howdee Everybody!

Ive been wanting to have this all the while! THIS IS THE ULTIMATE ACCOMPLISHMENT! THIS IS IT!

Plz welcome the new me, EVERYBODY!

Well, after so much thought and thinking and toiling and suffering, ive finally got promoted! With two powerful off-black barlines against Black, im now OFFICIALLY the Chief Red Indian of the Karotianz clan!

Hail Chief ThombiChombi!

From now on, i shall bring my Axe to everywhere i go! Axe Brand Oil! *OOyoyoyoyoOo!*

*Putting on the Mighty Chief's low husky voice!* Thank You thank you O kind people! You have been good enough to put me as your Chief! I will do you Proud! You want to know how me managed to get up this high chair?

One, my big round bonchety tummy! Thats the great way! Not like Waga2, no tummy, no power! *hehe.. no offence bro!*

Two, and Finally, an incident happened to me when me was still young and "pure"! Me was doin my regular night duty ard me neighbourhood! Me walked ard the Forbidden Jungle! Me was soo curious on what is in there, me decided to go off to the FORBIDDEN JUNGLE! Me was there walking walking, suddenly, something white was looking directly at me from the front! Me was abit scared hor! Me tried to be brave, as me is the Red Indian Chief in training! Me walked towards that white thing!

Nearer as me come, me couldnt noe what was that! Me go nearer till it was so visibly clear! Me was shocked to my ballz larh!

*everyone screams.. ARGRGH!*

Aiyoh... this one hor, me training as Little Chief Indian also cannot come up to it! but i managed to take out my handphone and take a pic! Me run and run and run.. so scared to see it lor! That thingy keep on calling my name.. "ThumbiChombi.. ThumbiChombi.. ThumbiChombi!" Wahliao! You think me dare to look at it? No lor!

*Aik, this red indian chief speak arh... very low n husky, yet got lots of singlish!*

Hmmz.. as me was running and running and running away from that thingy, suddenly, 3 oogling monsters came out from nowhere! 3 female oogling male-thirsty mostars! Scary ahr!

Me think that the 3 monstress finding their fren.. but Me was running and running and runnin until SIAO! haiz! tired u noe! then suddenly gone! aiyo! scary!

Well, thats how me got my Chief rank! me braved myself to take their pictures and came back safely! That jungle, becoz of me, was FORBIDDEN! You noe!

Finally, as Chief, me see that there are so many people trying to be like me! they step nak follow me like that! they want to be chief of their own, but cannot make it larh! Anyhow whack onli! now wherever me go around, me must bring the Axe! Me axe will teach them a lesson! Show them and theyll run! If they still not running yet, me will SPLASH my Axe on them! Lets see who more Terror!

NO MORE MR NICE CHIEF THUMBICHOMBI!

O...1...2...3...

2005-01-13T11:41:00.000+08:00

0...1...2...3...

Hmmz.. This is the last week of the term! My exams are next week! 17th, 18th, 19th and 22nd! Argh! I want to spend my last day of a terrible year doing something to kick away the year with a bang! But yet, i have to clear my exams!

Maybe going to Geylang and search for some hot babes? But geylang arent that hot! All those nyonyas and who knows what! Other places are definitely out! Farhannah is thinking of getting me a Thai babe as a souvenior from her school trip to Bangkok! She said she can give me a discount! I really hope she brings in a PURE girl! I dont want to end up kissing someone with a big hose down there! EW! Disgusting!

Or maybe I want to go to GMax! I heard theres an offer for students! 3 persons for only $50! Thats relatively cheap!

Or maybe, like what i did last yr, lepak somewhere and onli to make my way back home at 3am, walked from tampines all the way to pasir ris, via the highway, drenched under the heavy downpour! No No! I dont want to be drenched! Its such a bad omen! I got drenched and i had bad luck throughout the year! Oh well!

Hmmz... go thon with my normal khakis, I noe and for you to find out!

But to kick off this yr, im NOT going for band pactice on that day itself, Sunday the 23rd! Haha! I dont want arh! There are lots of devilish people, hiding under their own angelic skins, waiting to pounce on an "INNOCENT YOUNG BOY" like me! *note the expression!*

And on the 24th, im goin for a scuba diving lesson! No no! Its not at the vicinites of the Tsunami! No NO! Ill be at Bedok Reservoir! And if u think "what heck is he doin there?" no its not the reservoir! Its the TP Swimming pool! Oh heck! What am i doing there? Well, theres a free orientation at the school! Hehe! I wanna go and learn how to scuba dive! Did snorkling before! Scuba dive now! Kicking the year with a BANG! ahaha!

Haha! I know i have a thick skin, but my ego is bigger! For those who dont know what to get for me on my bday, here's a list! *Haha! I noe I noe! Jantan tak tau malu! ahahah!

1) A Sweater!

2) A Sling bag, you noe, the one girls where, but now mats use it too! Its cool to me!

3) Chocs will do! Waahah!

4) Alamak! I forgot larh! the other time i got the list rite up on my head! Now i forget! Wahliao! Haha..

Ok ok! Now you guys have in mind of something that i nd, then, im looking forward to it k! Wahaha! I gtg now! Nanti my JUMBO aka Jumper wires not enuf! I got lab test NOW! Toodles!

Alamak

2005-01-04T19:41:00.000+08:00

BIZKOT LAGI!

Alamak! Bizkot lagi larh! Now when i have the comp in front of my eyes.... my ideas simply gone! Oh heck! argh...

*Thinking*
"I'm bringing a notebook wherever i go"
*Thinking*
*Thinking*
*Thinking*

While i think what i wanted to put in... i have an issue i wanna bring up! Its about responsibility, or in lay man's term, being responsible (Heck, whats the difference)?

Responsibilty, the big word today, how do you define it? Well, it's Responsible + Ability, and wad do you get? Being able to handle responsibilities. Hahaha.. Im mad! Well, im looking for a dictionary! Tooo bad Temasek's Poly Business School dont have any dictionaries in its computer lab! Whahaha.... you get wad i mean! Im crashing their labz! Whahah!

Ok... let me give you a scenario! You are given a big major task, like for example, a Conference Meeting, and you are givent the RESPONSIBILITY to make it happen and make it a good one out of it, as it's one of the most important event in the company, either you make it or you get out of the job! Your responsibilty to take all the precautions and the tiny eeny weeny details into hand! Be prepared for any mishaps or underestimations.

Another scenario, you're in charge of a certain department in a committee of an organisation, like, a Welfare commttee. Its your responsibility to look after the welfare of everyone in the organisation, nothing more nothing less. If your not taking care of their needs properly, then, your duty as a welfare officer failed.

You see, responsibility is a huge thing to shoulder on. Everyone will rely on you to do a certain job,and if you cant fulfill it properly, u dont onli disappoint others, you lost the trust others have on you, and you have to bare all the responsibilties! In lay man's term, SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES! Think about it!

Well, of course, it doesnt mean that you have to bare all the responsibilites. You can reject it in the first place! If you think that you cant make the effort or the burden is too big to bare, then it's ok to reject the "offer". Its saves you all the troubles of the aftermath. But its up to individual! Yeah!! Some might think, if everyone rejects, then who's goin to take the job? Well, there's always a reliable person somewhere out there who can do a better job! Its just a matter of where and when the person will come! But in the meanwhile, if anyone gets a very HEAVY-BURDEN job, plz do it at the best of your ability! Expect every worst case scenarios! Doo not take for granted that "everything is taken care of", or "nothing bad will happen!" Thats the wrong approach!

Be quick and initiative! Be prepared to be responsible of your actions, and to face the music if things DOES go wrong! Im not trying to implement that things will go wrong, but at times, "You plan, others will decide the outcome!"

So, if everyone plays their own part, will this earth be a better place for everyone to live in? Expectations will be met, and no one will get angry or disappointed, and the world will be a happier place to live in! WORLD PEACE!

Haha... but due to the nature of us humans, it is inevitable for us to make mistakes! And there are some companies who took advantage of our flaws! They make products to help lower the chances of people getting trouble! See how manupulative their mind works? Making business and thus, making money! If onli i were that smart! Thats how the world works! If everyone were to be responsible, everyone will be happy except the founder of this company and their associates! They lose their business! hahah!

Durex: Saves you and your partner!

Enjoy reading!

BLARDY BIZKOT!

2004-12-30T11:39:00.000+08:00

Blardy Bizkot!

Bizkot! Cheesebun! Lunchbox! (Profanities taken from my two scandals, Ashyurah and Farhannah) Yesterday i couldnt sleep coz under my block, got these few teenagers (I assumes) makin a hell of a noise! Screaming here and there! I felt like throwing a cup of water out of my window and let them be quiet for a while! So noisy! Bcoz of them, i nearly missed my class! Hahaha...

Haiz! Tmr is English test! So called larh! Its TeleCommunication Skills: Language Reading Oral Presentation (TCS[LROP])! Haiz! Its about reading texts! Just now was my first time coming to class! And straight away got so called "Dictation"! My lecturer read 7 paragraphs of text, just like as though reading from the headline news, and expects us to catch every word! Me... being a slow writer, coz i want all my work to be neat, had to scribble everything down on that blardy piece of paper! Till is barely LEGIBLE for me to read! Then.. we answer a few questions from another piece of paper! Its like comprehension, but instead, the passage is written in scrribles! grr!

Haiz... what haf i in store for New Year's Day? hmmz.... maybe after my test at 215pm, i go home and change n then head to Downtown East! Maybe.. maybe i spend the whole New Year at home, waatchin Taufik Batisah's upcoming fist-ever video of "I Dream"! hahaha

Currently, having a terrible RUNNING NOSE! its like a tap water! Grr.... and now, TP library is setting up balloons (I HATE) for wadever reasons! haha! Sitting a few meters away from the balloons still scares me! hahaha!

Its... 25 MORE DAYS TO MY BDAY! 0123.. im getting older! Well, i extremely need a sweater, an organiser, an MP3, a thumbdrive and LOTSA MONEY! anyone kind enuf to get me one of these? Hehehe.....

k larh! System loggin me off! have to go! Take care!

OH MY GOD!

2004-12-29T10:24:00.000+08:00

Suddenly i feel the Human-side of Me!

No no.. im not a part-time teenager, part time beast! Its just that after the DEVASTATING calamity, i suddenly have the urge to help out! Be there, be one of the volunteers! But school, thats the major hindrance! If only the school (I.e Temasek Poly) approves me Leave Of Absence (LOA)!

Anyone interested to join me? I want to go to the Maldives arh.. the place where i always dream of in my dreams! Hehehe... yeah! If anyone interested, we can help the Red Cross! Im trying to get some of my frenz to go along!

In the meantime, there will be a Singapore Wind Symphony concert at VCH on 16th January! Tix at 12bux! more details later.. toodels!

2004-12-23T17:01:00.000+08:00

My Reflections...

School have been tough! Well, who says it wont? Hahah... My brain had ceased operation today! Im having a dizzy hell of a time! Migraine! Grr..

Yesterday while i was walking my way home, suddenly i thought of a topic which was interesting to me! I wanted to put it up, but since i have no computer, i cant work on it straight away! But now when im trying to put down my thoughts, suddenly its gone! Grr... i have an absent minded head! hahah

Its always like this! when i dont want a biscuit, its there.. but if i want to eat biscuit... its nowhere to be found.. Biscuit betol larh!! haha!

well.. i booked my basic theory already! the basic theory book also like bizkot! wen i need the book.. cannot find.. wen i need it.. always there! haiz!

Last monday i went to esplanade for a Philharmonic Winds concert! Its sooo fun! the kids all where so slacky.. wheni compare wif them.. i feel.. so classy like that! haha! Kids will always be kids! No sense of Fashion!

Haha.. k lah! i got to go.. or not jeff will kill me!! hhahahahah! scared! Wo hen ba! take care! sayoz!

IMPORTANT EVENT!

2004-12-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT!!

Fri, Citibank will be having a so-called Retreat with its Asia Pacific counterparts at Singapore Sports School from 10-5pm!

I need ard 10 more volunteers for the event... The job scope is basically oversee the matches going on.. Ard six games in total.. Soccer, Basketball, Netball, Telematch, and water telematch! There will be a Tug-of-war event at the end of everything!

Volunteers will be provided lunch n dinner, transportation from Loyangsec in the morning and transportation for muslim males for friday prayers!!

Its voluntary work... so cant expect much.. but maybe will be given $25 each as a token. But not confirm! If u want to have fun volunteering... u can come down!

Tommorrow, Thursday, there will be a dry run from 11am at SSS! Those who are interested, can call me at 96897646! If there is overwhelming response.. Tshirts are ordered only 80 pieces.. Currently 70peepz responded! If you want to help out for the fun of it... just come down! Contact person is me, Ghazali!

Tmr is an important day if u want to help out. U will noe of the details of your job more clearly! Yarh.. im rite now PROMOTING the event!

Any inquiries.. give me, Ghaz, a call at 96897646.. Thanx!

Bye Holidays.. Hello SCHOOL!

2004-12-06T10:19:00.000+08:00

Bye Holidays.. Hello SCHOOL!

Yeah! Im having my school term now! The moment i step out of my house, i looked at the weather.. oh my.. how wonderful life is if i could still sleep! I have lesson at 9am, break from ten to twelve, then lesson until 3, break another hour, last stretch of lesson from 3 to 5! HOW BORING!

I've been ignorant and keep telling myself and my buddy that scool would be fine! Coz he is not schooling now.. waiting for January to come by! Grr... school in December is BORING! hahha...

But i had a long 11 weeks break! hahahah! Long indeed! but now when school starts... i loathe it! Whichever way it is... im still the same! complaining here and there! Wahahahah!

And yeah! Taufik WON! The rightful Singapore Idol! I was truly SATISFIED, JUSTIFIED and ELECTRIFIED (is there such word?)! My two SMSes on that day worth every penny! Total sms sent for the IDOLS is 6! hahah! at least i did my part!

My aunt is worst! She taught that she have 600sms free... she sent 100 sms in the finals! She taught its free! Lo and Behold! Its $50! hahaha....

I juz changed my Hp no... to 64679869 <------ yeah! So.. to all my fellow blogger frenz who are bored... just gimme a call yarh? HEHE! Wonderful!

K larh! Im getting sick of using this computer! URGH! ill update soon! Toodles!

Selamat Hari Raya

2004-11-25T06:23:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya (Belated)

Hehe... Sorry guys.. i havent been updating! Not becoz of busy collecting, in fact, i dont even go round collecting! Even my uncles' and aunties' houses i havent finish going around! Hehe.. im not busy! No no! Elmo not busy at all! Elmo just sad!

Why? My laptop LCD screen cracked! My one and only computer is CRACKED! just before Hari Raya! Coz my aunt was busy cleaning up the house and I have to move my lappy into a "Safer" place, which leds to the crack! Dont worry! Ive sent my darling to hospital already! IBM! and the doc said that the operation will cost $1243.20 including GST, but excluding stay! So indeed, I'm heart broken!

Ive not yet told my mum abt tis coz if she noes, she will hack my head off! hahaha! Haiz! No lappy means no FREEDOM! cannot do all those liberating things that i need to do! Personal stuffs larh! my hp is always full coz i dont have a place to send all my pictures ive taken! Im a freak for photos now, ever since i have my darling T630! Eh.. cannot say darling! Later darling lappy will scold me and will then attempt suicide.. NO!! no way!

Holidays coming to an end! Less than 11 more days to reopen! ARGH! another new term! How to work like this? How to get money to pay for my darling's hospital bills? How HOw HOW? haiz!

Right now, time check.. 6:37am! Im in Loyang Secondary School for camp! My band camp! Those running around and late nite sleep is taking its toll on me! ALl the campers are busy running around the school, here I am in the air con room, trying to catch a wink and updating my blog! Hehe! First day has passed, now into second day! How i wished i could be there sweating off.. but hey, to think of it, im sweating myself here! Im having this TERRIBLE migraine! I just gobbled a slice of coffee cake and 2 Rapidol (aka panadol, those ones my friends took from NS!) aha! What a concoction! I hope ill be fine! Coffee and panadol! Nice!

Haha! Well, before i end off, to all my fellow friends who have been tagging me, Selamat Hari Raya! I cant be tagging that often but i do read ur entries ok! and to all those blog hoppers, thanx for tagging! Haha! k LARH! slamat hari raya~!

Go Taufik GO!

2004-11-12T01:23:00.000+08:00

"Go Taufik GO!"

Whoa! Singapore Idol was good! Especially Taufik! Well, today Im not sacrificing one but TWO votes for Taufik! Thanx to the new hp, I can sms! Yup! My one dollar towards him! If he wins, he ought to thank me for that!

Haha! But seriously, he is damn good! One, for carrying my favourite malay song, Belaian Jiwa, (well, u see, i am VERY picky abt malay songs! i dont listen to malay songs often!) And he did it pretty DARN good!

Well, i called up a few of my friends, asking whether they would vote for anyone in the Idol, and their reply was.. "Im a watcher, not a voter!" And when i asked for their reason, all they gave was, "I dont care who win!"

I know i cant make everyone vote, but each vote counts! Each of us play a part on who to bring over to World Idol! This is something we must make the decision, WISELY!

You see, let's take as an example, Mr Sylvester Sim and Ms Olinda Cho are currently fighting for the titleship, and I say, FOR EXAMPLE, who do you want to choose to bring over to World Idol? Lets break down the characters.

Mr Sim: A gangster-ahbeng look alike, easy on the smile, because Douglas told him to smile more often. Captivate the hearts of all those teenage immature girls, who go goo-goo gaa-gaa over him, who should be concentrating on their studies more than their idols, where the future of Singapore lies in them! Ok.. side track abit, as i was saying, the votes are mainly cast by these young punks, who know nothing about making decisions, and them, being the decision makers of our nation's Idol.

Ms Cho: A Butch or a Lesbian (sorry no offence), or maybe just plain confused (im sure i am on which is which), maybe the only one who has the talent of an Idol, supported by her fanatic mother, who jumps around on the camera whenever it focused to her, will be our nation's representative. Let's talk about Singaporean's perception of Bisexual-ism.

Definitely I'm not judge in this, but what if, WHAT IF, these two were separated with onli one vote, ONE VOTE! The whole of Singapore, divided into two, one supporting Sylvester, the other, Olinda! And there is only one vote that counts to determine the outcome. And this one vote comes from that very one person who didnt vote. Well, unlikely case, but, it's not impossible!

So, back to my point, thos supporting Taufik, what are you guys doing loitering around Geylang? Come on, Hari Raya is near, I know, but dont forget our fellow idol, just because of your shopping for the cheapest new thinfs in town! So all the mats and the minahs at Joo Chiat Complex, Makcik Makcik at Tanjong Katong Complex, brothers and sisters at the Woodlands bazaar, Aunties and Uncles selling their DengDeng, those other people who decided to walk away from the main street and go to the lorongs (Reads: Red Light District [Hoi, bulan Ramadhan, ape buat kat situ? Tu cobaan name die, bukan Godaan!]) and all those reading my entry, PLZ DO YOUR part, your $0.50 worth! A new term to change, from $0.20 bcomes $0.50!

So get down and call in 1900-911-9104 or text in 4 to 43657 (IDOLS)!

p.s: Mr Taufik Batista didnt paid me a cent for this commercial OK!

2004-11-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

Hello Ms T630

Hahaha.. Bought myself a new phone with my pay from TaiWah Distributors! Jealous? Dont be! Hahaha.. Went through alot of trouble yesterday!

Here we were, me and my buddy, wanting to get my phone initially! I just got my pay, so together we go and get my new phone! We met at 130pm and went to Tampines Mall. First went to 2nd level, Starhub's Customer Service counter, asking about the voucher he received for being a loyal cutomer to Starhub. They said it's applicable to any phone model! We gleamed our colgate teeth! So we proceeded to the sales shop at the same level too.

When we reached there, the queue was long, so we waited and waited. Decided to approach one of the ladies! He, being "Mummy's boy" *oopz.. pretend i nvr said that*, asked me to ask for him! Fine... I asked all those stupid questions! Blarh Blarh Blarh Blarh.. The lady said the voucher is applicable to only certain plan (Reads: Hopes dampened) and being that the voucher is not under his name, the person, which is his sister, must come down to upgrade or can just write a letter! Ok.. called his sis and said, to write an authorisation letter better! Ok.. Main problem, no pen no paper! He carries a bag but no pen! What the!

We proceeded to third level, M1 shop, to check me out my phone then! Asked about the student plan and the phone T630.. blarh blarh blarh! Im satisfied, but need to think a bit! So, to kill time, go to Singtel Hello at level 2.

Check it out, the phone is extremely expensive here at Singtel! Abandon plan!

Went to Starhub back to ask how much they would take in a N6610 trade-in and to use conjunction with the phone! They said they will take in $100 and is subjected to the technicians approval! Wanted to get V200.. they say top up onli $38, so once again, our Colgate teeth beams the whole crowded Starhub shop!

We queued into the line, to ask what is the range of the phones, and then to our dishearten, the receptionist told us that only certain phones can! ERmz.. we were getting a bit blur! To our utter disappointment, AGAIN, V200 is an obselete model! So, next plan, aim a E700A! haha! The lady also said that he needs to top up another $38. So thats our plan!

So in the meantime, wanting to get the authorisation letter done for Starhub, decided to queue into M1 to get my phone! While queueing, i ran to Popular to get a foolscap paper and a pen (in fact, i got two pens.. and all of them is with him now). When i came back to the queue, onli to realise that buddy didnt know he had a foolscap paper in his bag! Blardy genggeng! OK.. so we waited in queue! from 10 peepz in queue, down to remaining two in front of me! Took half an hour to queue! I took out my wallet to get ready my IC and my Matriculation card to apply the Student Plan, to my horror, I left it at home, inside my pencil box! Both of them! Coz the other time i used it for my exams! Haiz stupid me!

So me and buddy went all the way to Tampines st 11 first, we walked there, to sell his N6610 and get the cash! Before goin into the stall, i quickly write the authorisation letter! Within 2 minutes im done! Im good at writing letters! The uncle said he will take in $160, so deal larh! But when we asked the uncle, he said, "Sorry larh! I dont take in N6610 anymore! You see, i got 2 already! If u want, trade in larh! Im not buying!" Our hopes.. DASHED!

Then we RAN to my gramz house at St 91 to get my IC and Matriculation card! Ran and ran and ran! Took my IC and walked back to TM! Reached TM, queued at Starhub, very long queue! Abt to reach the reception, he asked me to write in the letter again, coz missing one number from his sister's IC! Well, i ran out to rewrite back, (its illegal ok, thats y i went out to rewrite it!) when i came back, asked for the $100 voucher, CANNOT FIND! Kancheong! Desperately thinking about where it could be! We went out of line! And he decided to go to M1 to queue for my line while he panicks himself!

Went up! I got worried! He, trying to stay Coolio-Moto! I, panicking! He, as cool as a fish! While in the queue to get my phone, my mind was wondering about the voucher! $100 voucher is a huge waste! So I decided to get out of line and searched for it! Down the escalator, I saw a piece of paper lying against the wall, the place where i re-wrote the letter! Haha! Was saved!

So, we queue up at the Starhub queue again, and then when we reached that place, we were informed that his sister MUST BE PRESENT! Wasted! So buddy cant get his phone! Went up to queue for my line!

Queue and one of the salesperson approached me! Asked for my NRIC! He check through the comp and 10 minutes later, came back! This time a lady! The lady told me that it is unadvisable for me to sign up for a plan coz, 1) My brother has an outstanding balance of $300; 2) I have 3 lines in total under that residential address! I wondered, how was that possible! Then it reoccur to me that my parents bought 2 more lines! No comments larh! The lady told me that if i want to get, i can get only the sim card but not the plan! I was so fuming mad and i told her, "Its redundant for me to have a line but no phone, have u given a thought about that?" She apologized, i apologised, and I smiled at her, we walked off! Pity the lady!

Hahah.. In the end, both of us dont have a handphone! What an adventure!

So today, i decided to bring my aunty along! Asked her if she mind using her name while i get the plan! She says no prob! Haha.. I loved my aunt!

And oh oh.. the other day i gave my wonderful grandma $60 just before she left for Parkway Parade! When she came back, a whole big plastic bags full of chox for me! I asked her, how much she spent on chocolates, she said, $30! Now u noe how i get this big yarh? Thru the love of my grandma!

I Wanna Rock with You Babey!

2004-11-04T21:42:00.000+08:00

I wanna rock with you babeh!

You guys were expecting something "shiok" from me huh? Neh nothing fun happened lately! Normal conflicting stuff as usual!

I watched Singapore Idol! Taufiq, my salutes to him, man! Today is his forte genre! I agree definitely to the rest! Well hey, he beat everyone with a strike! 8-0! How cool can that be!

Olinda was quite alright! I agree with Doug 'O! On quote, "It's hard to find any faults from you..."! Some sort like that! She and Taufiq might stand a chance to get into the top 2!

But well, at this point in time of the competition, all of the idols stand a very close margin between each other! I dont know who to put my 50cents on! Too close!

Anyhow, right now its not about whether they are good or deserves the title IDOLS, but more rather Singaporeans themselves pick! Whoever is willing to sacrifice their 50cents is a major concern! Take me for example, im soooo kiasi that i wont give up that 50cent of mine! Ooopz.. I ADMIT LARH! IM one of that singaporeans who watch onli but never support! Truth is out! Later Idol Police, aka Mr Waga will catch me! Aiyo! must hide! This is the cons of Singapore Idol!

One comment, the audiences are unruly! They are very rude! Didnt they practice any concert etiquetes! ALAMAK! Forgot how to spell! and lazy to check speeling arh! I think MediaCorp should do a proper briefing to them larh about their behaviour! I want to say about them also i malu! Singaporeans like this? Wanna showcase the world this small tiny red dot? Ill be the first to land my butt on another country larh!
Those unruly audience (wah nice term.. "Unruly Audiences") they make noise when the judges were giving their comment! Plz respect them larh! I know you guys are ecentric about your idols, but plz learn some manners! IF im the one at Ken's place, I would have scolded all of them to shut up!

Well enough said! IM SICK AGAIN!!! Sore throat, Cough, Blocked Nose, very low appetite (this should carry on longer, but i wouldnt want to get thinner coz im sick, but hey, ive been to bedok reserviour during this fasting month hor!) and very pain ears! Dang! Shortness in breathe! walking from Tampines Mall to Safra is a very tiring feat for me! dont noe larh! haiz!

Hari Raya soon! So not in the mood! Sianz! No baju kurung, no money! Damn! my pay, ill have to settle all my "debts"! Left so little! haiz! Haiz! HAIZ!

Life = HEADACHE!

13th day Fasting

2004-10-29T14:20:00.000+08:00

BORED!

On wednesday had my breaking of fast at Seoul Garden with Mr Fahmi. He treated us to a scrumptious dinner! Last year treated us to Seoul Garden and PizzaHut once! He's a kind fellow. I'm wondering when me and bro getting our money to pay him back? haha!

Ate for two hours nonestop! I mean he consistently cook the chickens till me and bro can't eat anymore! Well, thats our heaviest meal during Ramadhan ever in the whole of my life! Too full till I didnt even eat during Sahur and yesterday breaking of fast also i eat a little bit!

Yesterday was my last day of work at Taiwah Distributors Pte Ltd. I have to start mugging for Engine Maths (2nd Nov), "O" Level Maths Paper 1 (4th Nov), INETCF Supp paper (5th Nov) and "O" Level Maths Paper 2 (8th Nov)! There goes everything!

I didnt even know INETCF got supp paper! It will be a three hour lab paper for me! I dont even know what it will be tested on! I have got no clue! CLUE-LESS! Well, at least TP spared a thought for me and let me do the supp paper. Thank God for this.

Now I just came back home, just to check out my Supp Paper timetable and then my mum shouted at me, saying that if its easier for me to stay in the house rather than staying here coz all I do is stare at the comp. Im checking out my comp larh dey! And my main intention of coming back for a while is roughly to pay a visit to my sis! Thats my only intention! I have no further planz to go back to this house at all!

Im just confused with them! They argued with my grandma saying that he (an anonymous figure in which i refuse to recognise) paid for my school fees of $5000 and yet I didnt make use of it! Oh come on.. I didnt even use his money for my education. Its either my mum's money or my own money! I PAY FOR MY OWN FREAKING SCHOOL FEES! and the school fees is not even $1000 bux! Its onli 100 cash and the rest of 400 in CPF.. MY MUM'S account. Come on larh, if i can use my own CPF, in which i think i have a mere $1100, I will pay for my own! I dont want people to ungkit and make me the sole culprit! If u dont want to pay, fine i can Borrow, beg or steal!

Even me working parttime, u keep on asking for my pay! HOW STUPID CAN THAT BE? I use my own money i can squeeze out from my bank acct for my transport, and i onli get a meagre $250. and u keep asking me for money! come on... im being independant here in a thought of hoping u can "SAVE" some money.. but now, BESAR LAGI PERIUK BESAR LAGI PASAKNYE.. or in english, the more ur income the more u spend! thats so true!

WHAT WRONG HAVE I DONE IN MY PASTLIFE TO DESERVE SUCH PARENTS!

2004-10-27T13:46:00.000+08:00

WAD?

I didnt noe that idiot is in the house! He banged my door and then asked me.. "Why came back?"

BYE THEN! im goin out in a few minutes though! going meet shmeer for shopping and then meet Mr Fahmi for break fast! he treating us! ahaha

to all, happy fasting and holidays!

Hello WORLD!

2004-10-27T13:05:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD!

Been sneaking back to my house! Its in total mess! My room is like it never been occupied by anyone at all! Piles of clothings everywhere! HaiZ! Me and my mum is like nothing happened between us, in fact there is nothing happened between the two of us! Yeah

APART FROM THAT!

Currently working with my other aunt, my mak busu, at TaiWah Distributors Pte Ltd for 2 weeks, just earning some income! hari raya nak dekat! baju raya pon stress tak de! haha! Today i cabot coz i have my Maths Supp Paper remedial! looks like i have to take supp paper! haha! infact i failed Two papers! Internet programming and Maths! for the rest, all D+ grades! very bad! will buck up i promise!

Hehe.. So far for my aunts doin the kueh, havent been really messing ard that much! coz been busy working! but will help them up once i clear all my schedule! hehe!

For SWSyouth, the committee is up! Lucky im not inside! i wont commit myself to it! but now helping out to find members! ok...

ANNOUNCEMENT
Any Trumpeters, Saxaphonists, Flutist or Clarinetists who is interested to join Singapore Wind Symphony Youth Winds, kindly say I! haha! take note, 15 and above! haha!

Till then.. thanks to those who've been tagging! LOVE U GUYS! haha!

Sorry Guys!

2004-10-17T13:00:00.000+08:00

Sorry Guys..

Sorry no updates! Im away from home due to some problems in the family! Kinda no access to internet at the other side! To all those peeps who have been tagging me despite my "Missing-In-Action"ness... I thank u all! You keep my blogger alive dudes/dudettes!

Aiman >> Yeah.. Skarang hari kite.. nanti hari dorang.. but I wont be jealous!
Flygrrll >> no song arh! Angelfire giler giler arh! twice already they deleted my account! tak tau kenape eh! Kelape arh! binget! but ill try it again soon aites! No update coz no Comp!
Lulu >> Yeah! now my fave arh! Chage and Aska! and if there's any WickedAura performances, tell me hor! me miss 'em! I havent been keeping my beats up right!
Farina >> Woit! orang di sini ni tenah stress! duet takde, kerje takde! stress! Umah pon takde! Hari raya mendak! tkde baju baru! miskin! im living my own life! How are u?
Kak Liza >> Holidays? Watcha think? stress lagi ade! Boring Boring Boring! Been my aunt's secretary for the time being! Everywhere she goes, i follow! Helping her sell those chips and kuehs! want some? haha! she's interested in knowing about ur kuehs too! but how to contact?
Waga @ Eddy @ DeLon >> My week has been hell! far worst than yours! for the past two days, ambulance have been goin to my "current" neighbourhood larh! at 1230am! somehow like that! if u happen to be at Tampines st 91, do drop by my "house" for free kopi alrite?

Time check: 1:00pm! dang i must rush off to my practice! 230 at buena vista! now? tampines! haiz! im sure late, but WHO CARES! im always late, am i right, Melv?

Till then, keep my blog alive k guys! miss reading and anticipating all your entries! will miss this kinda life! take care!

Dancing Megahits

2004-10-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

Put your hands for an applause to.....

Enjoy this piece, Dancing Megahits, played by Singapore Wind Symphony on 4th September 2004 @ ACS Barker Rd Auditorium!

PS: The sound quality is shitty man! and u can hear the audience getting excited! and the conductor singing! the recording device most prob is the cause of it!

BTT

2004-10-09T18:34:00.000+08:00

Haiz

Basic Theory Test (BTT) On 29th Sept
Results : Failed

Comments : I shall learn the next time round! Its only once!

Moral Of the Story : First time flung is OK!

Say Yess

2004-10-08T23:02:00.000+08:00

Say Yes

well.. currently this song ive just uploaded is by Chage and Aska, this is the piano version! my kinda music! but later ill upload the real version of Chage And Aska.. this song gets me addicted man! i was playing the Say Yes piece for my SWS and i decided to download it. Oh man! so NICE!

yeah! ok.. ill pass u the Romaji language (u got hanyu pinyin for chinese, u get Romaji for Japanese! Yeah!)

Say Yes(Romaji Version)

"yokei na mono nado nai yo ne
Ah, subete ga kimi to boku to no ai no kamaesa

sukoshi kurai no, uso ya wagamama mo
maru de boku o tamesu you na
koibito no fureizu ni naru

konomama futari de yume wo soroete
nanigenaku kurasanai ka

ainiwa aide kanji aou yo
garasu keesu ni narabanai you ni

nando mo yuu yo nokosazu yuu yo
kimi ga afureteru

kotoba wa kokoro wo koenai
Ah, totemo tsutaetagaru kedo kokoro ni katenai

kimi ni aitakute aenakute samishii yoru
hoshi no yane ni mamorarete
koibito no setsunasa shitta

konomama futari de asa wo mukaete
itsumademo kurasanai ka

ainiwa aide kanji aou yo
koi no tezawari kienai you ni
nando mo iu yo kimi wa tashikani
boku wo aishiteru

mayowazuni SAY YES mayowazuni...

aini wa aide kanji aou yo
koi no tezawari kienai you ni
nando mo iu yo kimi wa tashikani
boku o aishiteru"

now the english translation!

Say Yes(English Translation)

There is nothing that is redundant about our love.
Everything and completeness are what our love is made up of.

A little lie or wilfulness,
as if to try me,
are only games played by lovers.

Shouldn't the two of us
place our dreams side by side,
and without too much deliberation,
live a life together ?

You should use love to feel the presence of love.
Please do not enclose your love inside a glass case.

I will say it no matter how many times.
I will say it without reservation.
My heart is filled with you.

My words of love just cannot get beyond my heart.
No matter how much I desire to let you know,
my heart cannot get the upper hand.

In this lonely night
when I wish so much to see you
and yet cannot see you,
watching under the roof of stars,
I understand the sadness and anxiety of a man in love.

Shouldn't the two of us
wake up to our mornings together,
and until eternity, live a life together?

You should use love to feel the presence of love.
Please do not let this feeling of love be lost.

I will say it no matter how many times.
You are really in love with me.

Don't be perplexed any more. Say Yes.
Don't be perplexed any more.

You should use love to feel the presence of love.
Please do not let this feeling of love be lost.

I will say it no matter how many times.
You are really in love with me.

Don't be perplexed any more. Say Yes.
Don't be perplexed any more.

And lastly.. i might not get to go online for a few days! My cuz getting married on Sat 9/10 and Sun 10/10 larh! at Bukit Panjang! Im being dragged to go there! might be sleeping over there too! sobz! DONT WANT LEH! i hate all these things! grr!

EXAMS OVER!

2004-10-07T14:24:00.000+08:00

OFFICIALLY NO MORE SCHOOL! That's the end of Mugging Part I: Main Exams. Mugging Part II: Supp Paper.. here i come!

Exams.. had fair share of it!

First paper, Intelligent Workshop and Dwelling (IWD), relatively easy! can pass on larh! it was a 9am paper! 2hours and by 1015.. im done! left the room so early! but ive finished it so early! easy i told!

Second paper, on monday too, after IWD paper, Circuit Analysis (CKT) was next at 2pm! another 2 hour paper! studied during the free time! can say a bit easy, but still hard! lots of Impedances questions came out! damn im weak at that topic! but the rest, chicken! wahha! i guess studying at Ngee Ann Poly really pays!

Tuesday, Engine Maths 1 paper! damn! so hard! out of 100 marks.. i can onli answer 3 questions! and total marks... 15mark! the rest, all i dont noe! i dont noe y! i wen *blink blink* staring hard at the questions! dont noe how come! so confirm, SUPP PAPER! grr! took maths for 2 years.. still cannot pass! how am i goin to pass my MAths 2 like that? haiz!

Wednesday, Building Services Operations and Maintenance papers, at 9am! two hour paper! shit i came late! 9.15am i reached the exam room! stupid bus conductor! why must she board the bus 15? i used my brother's ezlink, so i got kancheong! dropped at the next busstop, Century Square bustop, took 21, drop at safra, then took 8! well, that pays for using ur brother's ezlink! haa! i studied for the paper onli at 845am while am at the busstop! nvr had revisions before! nor have i looked at it before! yeah! i didnt even turn up for ALL the classes! haha! then when i sit for the paper, all that i have studied for, came out! coz.. the setter is my lecturer! so he gave tips to my class! huahuahua! chicken! haha! 1020, im out of the class! whoa! that was early! haha!

Well, holidays till 6th Dec, apart from the supp paper! haa! but still, holidays till 6th Dec, lets see.. TWO MONTHS BREAK! haha! poor u fellas still mugging for papers!

I wanna work! but dont noe where! anyone needs part time worker? i wanna work! conditions: Flexible, good atmosphere, happy colleagues, and near to my house! haha!

I still got to come back to LYS to teach the band! haiz! but, i got my Bass Clarinet from SWS with me! so i can CHIONG! haha!

Hmmz.

2004-10-05T23:45:00.000+08:00

Weird!

Yesterday, after meeting a fren *anonymous by request* for a chat, i went home at ard 730pm. I took the bus from his house there, which is very near to my gramz, but i decided to go home straight. Took service 15 from there.. then i saw my father in the bus. Well, i dont noe if he is my father, but the way he dressed, the way he sits, the way he walks, the stop he drops at and the house he went into is the same as my father.

Ok! I went approach him, what else can i do right? Go approach him arh since he was on the same bus! Then the most sickening and angry thing which made me so pissed off! He saw me, and he didnt even acknowledge me! He looked away, giving that "Buzz-off-fucker" kinda look! That shattered me completely! I dont understand why he keeps on doing this! He really wants to disown me isit? First saying something bad that I dont really understand why he wants to bring up that matter. Some sort like "if i die, not a single penny will go down to u! and if u want to leave this house, by all means! It will make me happier!"!

One thing, i just dont understand y i want his money for! I sat at the sit somewhere near him, but i feel like i wanna bash him up! What sin have i done so badly till he says all these remarks!

Having these stupid problems makes me miss my late auntie so much! She was a mother to me. Her hubby was my father to me! My auntie passed on when I was only 5 yrs old. She died of Asthma attack, which led to a coma! Even though i was young at that time, i still remember the times we had together. Only with her, I could go to Orchard and all those places. I was being pampered by her and her hubby. She was my mum's second sis! My mum being the eldest and me being the eldest grandchild, and so i kinda have all the love, even by my other aunties. I still remember what they've done to me. Those were the times. I really miss her alot!

I was the first nephew, i got all the love i ever wanted. Me being able to go to Parkway Parade at that time, 1989, and went to the amusement park, but now no more amusement park!
Still able to recall, once i wanted to get the simulation ride, they took out lots of 5cents coins just to let me in! yeah! haiz! i miss her so much! but what i can do now rite? all i can do is to pray for her everytime i think of her! Amin!

In memories, Sunainah bte Kassan

Project Yellow RIbbon!

2004-10-04T20:46:00.000+08:00

*ATTENTION : Project Yellow Ribbon*

Attention! Calling for Mr Waga2.. hey.. if u happen to read this, when can I tag u leh? u removed ur comment and now theres basically no way for me to say hi! today waga2.. then isaac, then who noes, melvin, pat, shishi, liza, farina, then everyone shuts down! dang! whats the point me blogging? this spamming is stupid! stupid peepz!

Project Yellow Ribbon

My chosen topic for today. Well, I personally feel that this project is a very good move initiated! Introducing the ex-convicts back to the society, willing to accept them back into our busy busy BUSY streets. It will make a huge impact on them, especially when they are freshies, a culture shock after a long period of time-out.

These people, they have some of the valuable lessons learned, that is, to learn from their own mistakes. They have learned it through the hard way, but through this, what makes a better man.

All they need is the support of everyone who they may hold dear to them. Having no jobs because of the stigma of being an ex-convict, is sometimes hard for them. Being depressed and the big changes they have to make. The world suddenly feels too heavy on the shoulder, be it carry alone. Having the society to help ease the burden does make a person better and the more confidence one have for oneself. They might take it that they owe it to the people who have helped them that they want to prove to everyone they've change. Through this project, it will be more possible.

But one thing I have in mind. With this "Open-ness" mindset within the society, will it add up to the ever-high crime rates in this small red island? Will one take for granted that the society is always there to help and thus, making crimes look like it's fine to crime? Will it? I have a feeling so.

This may not happen to all the convicted or ex-convicts, and this will not be another stigma. Hence we indentified a problem, we shall prevent it from happening, right? Maybe the government can impose a stricter penalty on repeat offenders? Or even increase the severity of sentence for higher degree crimes?

Its not possible to eliminate crime totally, but at least we could make it as low as possible. Its possible. Well Singapore, let's play our part to make our fine green city, safe.

And also to support the Yellow Ribbon Project.

Istana Concert and Busy Mugging!

2004-10-04T03:25:00.000+08:00

Istana Performance and Busy Mugging now!

Well, had the performance just now at Istana Park! Yupz! Singapore Wind Symphony had our performance at Istana Park ard 6.30pm! Sunday 3rd OCt.. haha! one more added into my memory box! first time performed at istana! well.. i believe this is the best so far ive performed!

though many of the pieces im just sight reading.. its still high for me! haahaa! had fun! the audience, well more than 10 definitely! haha! ard 40-50! we are thankful! were to perform 15 pieces but cut down to onli 11 coz we are too tired! well, i played my bass clarinet in an ackward embrochure! haha! now.. enough abt this!

Now.. time check... 3.29am! doin my mugging for my exams in roughly 6 hours time! First paper, Intelligent Workshop and Dwellings, 9am! grr.. im trying to memorise some stuff! "Sick Building Syndrome (SBS) is a condition where at least 20% of total occupants display symptoms for more than 2 wks, in which the cause is unknown. A trend that can be spotted if the building is having SBS is when..

1)Symptoms worsen during working hours.
2)Symptoms disappear shortly after leaving work
3)Symptoms disappear over the weekend."

and also there's this term Building Related Illness.

"BRI is a condition in which the cause of the symptoms is known. BRI is characterized by unique symptoms that may be accompanied by clinical signs, laboratory confirmations. and identifiable contaminants. Examples are

-hypersensitivity diseases (hypersensitivity pneumonitis, hundifier fever, asthma, and chronic allergic rhinitis [a disease i once suffered, but now its ok liao lor!])
-Legionnaires' disease
-Fiberglass Dermatitis
-toxic effects associated with hish exposures to carbon monoxide!"

So if ur feeling this kind of symptoms.. dont waste ur money and consult ur GP. Tell ur boss to check out on the Indoor Air Environment! its unhealthy!

FUCK IT!

2004-10-02T23:03:00.000+08:00

VUCK IT!

Hell for me! Everyone says that running from the problem wont solve any problem! So it means that ending ur life would end the problem? Yeah.. i figure it out! Ending it is simply just takes the load off everyone since I've been giving them stress! Dont they think that they are bringing abt stress to me too? well.. Im the selfish ASSHOLE! Im the selfless BASTARD! Im the good-for-nothing being here that deserves to die! SO FUCK OFF!

53

2004-09-30T03:42:00.000+08:00

Suicidal mode should be gone by now!

no idea! im confused! really confused! one moment im ok.. another moment im not! and then back to ok! grr! binget!

so now, my often daily used words are "grr" and "pfft"! just the expressions! urgh! i havent been sleeping yet! had my basic theory test at 1830hrs.. was ok... didnt study! but i dont noe how i will fare/fair (forgot which is which so i put both)!

Exams so near! getting freaked out! should be studying! but concert comin up! another concert within a month! like seram like that! but now the performance is rather not that heavy! roughly more than 15 pieces.. No Biggies! haha.. some off u might have GASPED at the sight of "15 PIECES" no biggies larh! simple pieces! mcm kentang! whether i make it or i break it on the actual day is the main prob!

well, this coming performance, at Istana Park, 3rd Oct, Sunday around 1645hours i think start! we will be playing halfway and then half time for us.. SAF Bands will come down marching Orchard Rd with their monthly tradition, the changing of guards! then the light is back on us! what a back to back action! its an evening (or late afternoon i shall say) of musical extravaganza!

Pop songs and up-to-beat tempos will be the theme for the coming! so bring down ur family to Dhoby Ghaut for day of music! a day to calm urself down, from studies, work or problems! just chill and enjoy the relaxing melodies!

but basically ur down there, to support me larh! i need the moral support guys! but dont u go watch soccer at national stadium ok! Tampines ROvers vs (i forgot who) haha.. TRFC will kick ass! put up a great fight! they set a new record.. the team which went UNBEATEN for a whole season! UNBEATEN! thats great! hah! enough soccer! i nvr watch Arsenal match today! Grrr.... pfft!

getting a bit off-track!

so.. come down and support me! make a date with the Singapore Wind Symphony, followed by the SAF Bands and then back to Singapore Wind Symphony for a few hours non-stop musical galore!

Psst.. do i make a good publicity officer anot? Public Relations.. whahah

so basically.. Ghazali is BACK and he's back with an UMPH! GRR!

2004-09-27T19:51:00.000+08:00

This is just as great! My parents have completely ignored me.. They regarded me as a pest! Throwing me out again and again! I dont understand this myself! She's making a big fuss for me not attending my 2nd cuz wedding and he's always there to find the slightest mistake in me! I cant talk to them anymore abt me.. im just a condused kid being suicidal! i cant really take this anymore!

to my blogger frenz... waga, aiman, farina, ridjal, liza, ika, crazycookie, azfar, isaac, izadnhana.. thank u u guys for making me catch a glimpse abt life outside this small cage! especially thanx to waga (eddy), aiman and kak liza for all the special advice u've given! but there's so much i can stand and take!

to my friends.. u have made me enjoyed my every second possible that we can enjoy! we may get into disagreements and stuffs, and if we nvr had the chance to settle it, im really really sorry! ill treasure u guys alot!

to my dearest fren, shmeer, im really really sorry ive made myself a problem to you! u may see this, u may not, but ur a fren i cherished all my life! i admit, we meet up with each other often, but its onli becoz the amount u tolerence u had for me and the amount of patience u given! its that quality frenship i longed to have! to feel that at least in this world, there's at least someone i can depend on, someone who cares for me! ur almost everything in a fren ive got bro! a million thank you's will nvr be enough to cover up the deed u've done! there's no way i can repay it!

goodbye guys! ill be off to take myself to another place where at least i can be loved, cherished and find my real family! i doubt the guys im living with is my family! they've treated me like an ass in the house! no one can understand this, no one can change this! its them who have to change themselves!

After Camp: Day 3

2004-09-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

I'm Back : Part 3/4

Well.. just now celebrated Eka's bday! finally she's 18! she's one of my closest female fren! yeah! her bday.. so went to celebrate at Nadia's house! bought my sis, Fatin, along! boy they had a wonderful time!

Yeah, my update abt the camp! third day.. well.. i woke up at 930am while all the campers woke up at 5pluz pluz! haha! i slept like a log in that aircon room! when i woke up, everyone was wide awake doing their CRC, Challenging Rope Course if im not wrong! yupz!

I woke up, Mr Azman first thing said was.. "your roti prata in the canteen! go and get it!" Haha... campers ate catered food, we ate Indian Food all the way! im getting bored with it! by during the camp, i didnt quite ate alot on meal times! i even skipped my meals, coz all i keep on munching was the leftover energy bars! yeah! nice but very thirsty! but im always like that.. in camps i wont eat much! i think i should go camp more often! haha!

Well, during the CRC, my only job was to take pics and organize alot of other things! haha... total pic taken during the whole camp, 350+++! if i were to publish it here.. boy! alot man! but the number of pics im in, onli 6! haha! yeah! sobz sobz!

during the CRC, the kids went thru lots of obstacle! and many of the obstacles course were under repair (boy.. wad english was that? pardon me guys)! and one of the course, is my personal favourite! back in march 2002, the first school camp, it was at labrador, i tried myself out that rope course! i was the fourth person that went thru! the first one, made it thru! second one, halfway, then gave up! third one, walked up halfway but decided to give up! me... I MADE IT THRU! yupz! the second Lysian to complete that course! its mighty challenging! imagine ur stuck up there, 4 storeys high? if i cant control my bladder, i could pee on those peepz down there!

well, the onli motivation i had was the experience i had during the EastOne Cluster Sec 2 Senior Leadership Camp @ Jalan Bahtera MOE CampSite! i had to do the abseiling! everyone in my group had to go thru! I was the last person to go thru! last time, im not this kind of person! im not the daring, straighforward guy! I cried on top of the tower for 15 minutes not wanting to come down! CRIED! CRIED!!! all my frenz were down there cheering me on till they got tired! finally had to force myself to come down! and BOY! its was fun!

so there.. i had my experience! The first thing when i heard we gonna do the CRC back then, was.. "im gonna complete this NO MATTER WHAT!" but too bad my group didnt went for Abseiling/zipline! missed my chance! but beat it.. im the second lysian to complete that high ropes course! Sounds like its so big aite? yeah it is!

And yeah! after i completed that, im trying to get down! my belayer shouted at me to jump! SHE told me to jump! none other than Cherlyn! and the anchorman.. or rather anchorWOMAN was WenHui.. both of them are two tiny peepz! how to support me?

so as i decided to jump.. i got a bad hunch! i shouted to Dion from up above to support the belayer! they were too tired to reply! haha! and so.. decided to jump! and i jumped! as i jumped.. the belayer went up! due to my weight! oh man! it was hilarious! everyone was laughing their hearts out! MEMORIES! MEMORIES! haha!

Well.. back to present, the CRC! yeah! got one guy.. he was stuck there for like 20 minutes.. not wanting to come down! yeah! his members just sat there.. none initiated on cheering him on and giving him to motivation! i was there taking pic and i see how poor that guy was! it was me back 4 yrs ago when im doing the abseilin! so i initiated on shouting out and leading him on! that guy barely made a step and he froze! mr azman was there and he guided that guy, Jagjeet is his name, thru! his body size was roughly smaller than me.. but at least he got a small skinny belayer.. whom Jagjeet had no trust/confidence on.. but he had 4 anchorman! FOUR ANCHORMAN! thats alot! mine.. onli 1 anchorwoman and one belayer.. and both of them are ladies! hehe.. i trust them loads! haha! that was the memories i had! took lots of lovely pics! very nice! i shall post it up soon ahr! yeah!

well... Joke for that day was that Jagjeet guy! they made lots of teasing towards him! kids will be kids!

by 430.. all of them.. home sweet home! haha! me too! sleeping time!

After Camp: Day 2

2004-09-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

"Im Back" Part 2

hearing Abba's "Knowing me Knowing You" ahhaa.... the phrase..
"Knowing me, knowing you (ah-haa)
There is nothing we can do
Knowing me, knowing you (ah-haa)
We just have to face it, this time we're through
(This time we're through, this time we're through
This time we're through, we're really through)
Breaking up is never easy, I know but I have to go
(I have to go this time
I have to go, this time I know)
Knowing me, knowing you
It's the best I can do!" haiz! yeah!

ok.. my Part 2/4.. here goes!

Well, woke the campers at abt 0630hrs! eh correction.. nvr wake them up.. they woke themselves up beofre that to shower! haha! wrong move! Virgin Campers! by 7 breakfast! me, hamad and steven have to rush to our respective schools for our test!

Me n hamad both in the same class *URGH* so we both had lab test on that fateful wednesday! steven having his O Lvls prelims! geog paper 1.. chicken arh! haha!

so its left with Zuoxin and Iskandar (ex-lysian, hamad's cousin) to do all the running of the camp! the teacher have to pitch in coz preparation for Urban Land Topo is nvr easy!

1)distribute $10 each for each camper for their ezlinks! $10 x 142 campers! last yr i had to hold $2000 ($10 x 212 campers) of cash in my hands! freaking scary! huge responsibility!
2)distribute logistics (maps n dogsticks)
3)distribute mobile lunch
4)give out rules and regulations to each and every group personally!
5)send them off!

yupz! their turn to suffer! and also when they are done with that, the two guys have to manage the command post!

Basically the whole procedure is this,

a) we give them their first Map Grid Reference!
b) they go out to look for their map grid reference. their places usually inaccessible and they may have to hitch hike! haha! cool!
c) upon reaching, find the answer to the question, for eg, LimChuKang area "Stand infront of the signboard nearest to you, look to ur right and find the Tombstone marked ###. What is the date of birth of the deceased?"
d) they have to find the nearest payphone to call the command post to give their answer!
e) once correct, they'll be given the next clue! usually its run in a sequence that from north west, u have to go all the way to east, changi beach area, then up west, then north east, then south, and back up! haha1 tiring!

the command post roughly needs to pick up their calls, record time of call and purpose, and the further instructions given and actually to pinpoint where the groups are exactly!

well.. i came back to camp at abt 230pm. Hamad decided to skip lessons and go back to camp first.. as usual! he did the campfire preparations, ie testing out the pyrotechnicss.. mini ones! just a string attached to a height.. and let the ball of fire run down the line and straight to the firewoods!

ok.. back to Urban Land Topo! well.. one group.. Group 11 reported called command post (CP) at 5pm to tell that one of their members went missing! the guy, one of Singapore Idol's Unsung Heroes, forgot his name.. Kee Xiang or something! we called him William Xiang! yeah! this guy slept on the bus around simei area, the group decided to alight the bus! after all alighted.. the bus left, the group found somehting is amissed! they counted heads and Lo and Behold, one of them is missing!

This guy went all the way to Bedok from Changi Village (their previous checkpoint, taking number 9 bus) while his members dropped at Simei to take train back to campsite! the guy called Mr Azman using payphone, lucky he knows the number, and mr azman coincidentally went out to get some Cracklers for the campfire! and our dinner too (Nasi Goreng)! Mr Azman on the other hand, nvr call CP to inform us.. and when the group called us, we panicked abit! tried calling azman desperately, we got to know that the guy is making his way back to campsite! PHEW! funny case!

We targeted to get all groups back by 7pm, just in time for dinner, but froup 11 and 12 camp back late! they reached at 820pm! grp 11 actually waited for the missing guy at bedok interchange! HOW GOOON CAN THEY BE? and then decided to call off the wait! they took bus 10 from tampines all the way to Labrador Campsite! how freaking far it is! 2.5hr journey! and then they happened to meet Grp 12! went back together! there we were anxiously worried for their safety, they were sleeping on the bus! pfft!

remarkable story! hah!

then had campfire! the campfire was okok! we experimented using Tennis Ball for the fireball! Mr Ridzuan decided to get the group of experimentalist called "Camp Fire-Fire Pte Ltd". We have to calculate the angle of the line, to get the fireball running smoothly! we took x-yD divided by Pie the whole thing square root the velocity and the angle squared, to get the apple Pie! then use that to times the number of times we tried! damn lame! haha!

first try was successful! the fire went Kabooom! got sound from the Sparklers and then the colours just burst out like that! Blue, Green, Red.. and when its all mixed up, it came up with a very strong glare of white! NICE! our plan was if the plan didnt work, we would use the chicken in the coop as our firball! cute! haha!

after that.. had debrief.. mass dance and supper.. then off to bed by 12! this sleep is compulsory! yeah! well.. i slept at 2am! we finished off all the things we nd to do before goint to lala land!

the joke for that day was done up by Mr Ridzuan! he sang alot of songs! and we all were irritated with him!

Mr Ridzuan: Lalalaalallalalal lalalallaa Elmo Song!

Me: Cher.. u noe.. u sing very the URGH!

MR: Yeah i noe.. i sound abit pitchy...

ZX: yeah u do!

MR: But u see.. i sing with my heart! im trying to connect myself with the audience and i think they can connect with me! i can feel them! and i dont regret what im doin! I tried my best!

ZX: U sounded like the Idols Reject.. both from Signapore and America!

MR: Dammit.. i dont noe y they came up with all the excuses! if they chose the wrong song, just admit that they have chosen the wrong song! dont say that "I can feel taht the audience connect to me!" "I sing from my heart" sorta shit! all Bullshit! and if u cant sing, just say u cant! grr!

So then everytime he sings.. we will say.. "i think u sound a lil bit pitchy but i noe u sing from ur heart and u tried ur best! u have no regrets! kudos to u!"

nah.. my 2 part of the SUPER LONG UPDATE!

After Camp: Day 1

2004-09-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

Im Back! Part 1

Just finished the camp! got home ard 530pm! well, im not myself lately! yeah! i must admit it! im not myself at all ever since 3 weeks ago! some may realise it, some may not! and the sad thing is, im getting accustomed to this, being all to myself, shutting myself from the world! its nice being able to do this coz no one can eventually gets u on ur nerve! yupz! my thesis!

and now i shall bore everyone with this entry!

Well, camp is fun! just relaxing! All those kids are really irritating, but once u instilled fear and firmness in them, they are easy to handle! so sad it lasted onli three days! those guys are cool to talk to! treat them like my brother! coz i have a brother in sec 3 too! but different school larh! haha! But i didnt noe that im famous! everyoen noes me the moment i step in teh campsite! i didnt even noe they existed! haha!

Day 1
I came in late coz i decided to attend my lessons on tuesday! lesson at 11... ends ard 1 and did my IT.. finally im done with the freaking project! i think i would rather draw than doin a webpage! i sucks at it totally! met zuoxin at 545pm! supposed to be at 5.. but as usual, IM LATE! haha! reached Labrador Adventure Centre at 730! dinner just finished and they left nothing for us! dang we were very hungry!

When i came and put my bag in the male teacher's domitory, i decided to have a meeting with all the leaders, that means the ex lysianz! yeah! onli 5 of us! my main intention is to basically know the idea of what are the plans for the day and to discuss the things to be done! but well, one of the guys who came in earlier, decided to oppose coz he "was here from the begining!" well.. i guessed thats what "National Camp has taught him". Btw, he's hamad! wads new! haha! as usual larh, that boot licker!

apparently, azman (the overall teacher in charge) purposedly didnt make any of us the overall head coz he will noe that if he do so, he will have to put hamad up coz he's "there from the beginning!". can tell that azman dont like the way he run things! boot licker!

Well, after all the campers had their dinner and bath, they had Belay School! as usual, Hamad will attend, so its left with me, zuoxin and steven to handle the rest! and the worst thing is, i dont even noe wads the plan! its like we are changing our plans often coz that hamad didnt want to hold a meeting! pfft! i hate it when we, the organisers, are fickle minded, indecisive, and it shows everything to the campers! thats bad! it makes the campers feel bored and confused and never look up to us coz we are not good leaders! but i managed to go thru it! haha! i decided to call off almost all the shots.. and hamad gets bored coz azman's not directing with him! ahaha!

The three of us got angry with him! me and zuoxin were like goin against all his commands! "No one is the main organiser and we are not goin to take in any instructions from anyone, especially Hamad" as zuoxin cited! well! the facilitators walked on different paths! end up i did MGR (Map Grid Reference) with them in preperation for Day 2 event, Urban Land Topo!

After MGR session, we all decided to go to Labrador Park! so.. we bought all the campers down to labrador park at 10pm in groups! its a 30 minutes walk from LAC! yeah! but fun! 160 peepz walking along the busy heavy road! Dangerous! relax by the park, "A Park For, *correction: to Make* a Family" as cited by Mr Ridzuan! pro government! haha! lots of couples kissing and doin *ehem* "i know u know!"! then went up the hill to see the bunkers! its very scary to go up there!

went back down and then... debrief.. while we, go around the place, eating nasi goreng and packing mobile lunch for Topo! the guys arent sleeping coz u noe, campers will NEVER sleep on the first nite, in which they soon realise to regret! haha! Virgin Campers!

Well, Mr Ridzuan is damn damn lame! i realised the mooon up there and suddenly out of a sudden, zuoxin asked him, "cher, have u eaten the Mooncake before?"

Mr Ridzuan: Yeah.. ate that! i just tried the Duck Egg one!

Me: Huh? the yolk use duck egg eh? EW!

ZX: Siao arh! no larh! they use chicken egg.. i think so!

MR: No larh.. now where got chicken egg.. so they use duck egg larh! chicken got runny nose.. and so they declare MC for 2 months!

ZX: Ur damn lame! but why duck egg?

MR: U want whose egg? ur egg arh?

ZX: Ostrich egg can what?

Me: Siao! ostrich egg so big... u want the mooncake to be the size of one huge birthday cake isit?

The three of us uncontrollably laughed till we almost spilled our bladders! the campers look at us like.. "SiAO people!" haha!

after everything.. i managed to sleep at 4am! AIRCON! haahaa!

Sept 11th

2004-09-20T02:28:00.000+08:00

Memories, For the Lost and the Living

Sometimes it is sad when Man finally decides to take things unto his own hands. Sometimes without realising what they have done holds an impact to alot of others. Their intentions may be good, to free their own kind, but to free one and enslave others?

Let us recall the days when our lifes were as normal as it could be, and sunddenly within a blink of an eye, utter chaos. Catastrophy, violence, bloodshed. Is this what the world is meant to be?

Let us recall when the outside world is not that important to our normal day routine, suddenly in a blink of an eye, it forms a very clear montage. Catastrophy, violence, bloodshed are the works of human beings, each with their own reasons to cause this. Is this called Humanity?

Let us recall when our lifes aren't filled with danger, suspicion, diseases; suddenly it all happens. Security everywhere were strenghtened. Everyone view each other differently. Is this called Harmony? Is this called Peace?

For a moment, it seems that everything's changed. Survival is the main factor. Adaptibility is the key.

Looking up the sky, sometimes I have to wonder, "Is this a safe place for my children to live in? Am I confident that my family will be well-protected?"

The answer is never about how well-prepared we are. It's how we handle the situation bit by bit, handling it and overcoming it. It's how we are able to adapt to situations. It's about surviving ourselves.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Seeing the pictures and clips of the World Trade Center, New York during the September 11th attacks, it still saddens me how cruel can Man be. My job in viewing the videos is to analyse on "Why the buildings collapse and How did they collapse" but it turned my focus around. Instead of focusing on the technical errors, I asked myself, "Why Mankind have to do all these? Why? Why? Why?" My train of thoughts simply keep on asking the questions over and over again. It will not rest to a stop till i find the answer.

Maybe it's all written? Maybe it's all destiny? Surely there's something for us to learn from this.

Imagine someone haplessly trapped in a burning inferno.

Or imagine someone ending their life just like that.

I want to know the answer. I want to do my part to make this world a better place for us to live in. Even if we keep on asking for Peace and yet we aint gonna get it, at least all of us, no matter how big or small; young or old; poor or rich; male or female; black or white; ugly or beautiful; weird or normal; should try and do our part. This is our purpose in life, to make the Life for each and everyone of us a meaningful one.

My Salutes, Sympathy and Love to all of you.

52: Exam stress!

2004-09-18T13:32:00.000+08:00

Declare EXAM WAR!

Im left with 2 weeks to my main final sem exams! URGH! so early!

4th October 04: Intelligent Workshop Dwellings 9am to 11am
Circuit Analysis 2pm to 4pm

5th October 04: Engineering Mathematics 2pm to 4pm

6th October 04: Building Services Operations & Maintenance 9am to 11am

Whoa! stress! and whats more, next week, my last week, where all my test and lab presentations all, ill be off to camp! haha! not compulsory, but i calculated everything.. yupz.. the camp falls on the not so important days.. so.. im ok!

and also, ill be bringing my books to camp, Labrador Camp, so that me and a few guys can study while we do night duty! yarh! camp is at Labrador from Tuesday to Thursday! its free larh! haahaa! and im doing the facilitating! so it shouldnt be a prob to me at all! they will be a total of onli 5 guys facilitating! How bad is that? last time we used to have 30! haha! well, busy with schools!

This is the last camp which will be held at labrador before the site will be abandoned! i dont why they want to do so.. it just brings in so many memories!

the sec 4/5 camp i participated in 2002, still remeber, im doing the High Ropes Elements, no one wanted to take the challenge! first person went up, completed! second person went up, failed! come back down the minute he reached the top! 3rd person went up.. half way decided to quit! and we r wasting time! so i went up and i wanted to prove myself that i an do this!

it happened back in 2000 during my sec 2 EastONE Cluster Senior Leadership camp at Jln Bahtera! im supposed to do Absailing, but i took 30 minutes there crying! yeah! sec 2 leh! gembang ("cry baby") and finally i did it!

haha.. so i decided to prove myself! and i completed it! and the funny thing happened is that wen im abt to go down, the belayer told me to jump! and then i said, "JUMP? siao arh?" and that belayer, my fellow classmate, a SHE, said "jump larh! can make it one larh! dont worry!" then i go down, she slacks the rope! my intention is to tighten the rope so that there wont be any impact, and then she slacks! everyone told me to jump, so i JUMP! haha.. halfway down already then i jumped! and then the funny thing is, i jump, and the belayer went UP! haha! all of us were laughing like mad cows! memories!

Then in 2003, i facilitated in the sec 4/5 camp! me and some other Ex Lysians, abt 30 of us, we helped out! thats where a whole big group of us came together to facilitate! yup! this was when we first tried out Urban Land Topo. and its difficult! me being one of the three main facilitators being in charge at the command post, we have to answer calls from the campers who are out in singapore finding their given check points using Map Gride References! yup! and the rest of the facilitators went out together with groups to take care of them! yupz! there were some misagreements! but managed to settle very quickly! had a wonderful time!

This yr, 2004, we did help out at Labrador Camp again for the Sec 4/5 camp! some of the previous yr's facilitators got back and this yr, we were called the organisers! teh facilitators are those sec 5s who experienced the sec 4/5 camp last yr! haha! and so, during the TOPO, all the organiser (ex-lysians) stayed back and shake legs at the command post! me having nothing to do, during the topo i slept in the teachers bunk! aircon-ed! haha! cool! and then Mr Azman bought for all of us Nasi Goreng for lunch! Yummy! haha! and this yr, theres an evident power struggle, as mentioned by Azman! but i dont noe who larh! just cant be bothered! who wants to take my job, well, they are more than free to take it! but it comes with the responsibility! haha! the previuos batch of alumnis, we worked quite well, and all being matured, dont get into seriuos trouble! we noe how most of us do stuffs and we r able to play each others role! we love each other!

yeah! so thats the history on the Labrador Camp! this time round the peepz wil be lesser, but then its the thought of losing those memories! haiz! what to do, gah-men want to abandon that site, have to follow! but still theres always Nike REALrun and other camps for us to be around! yea! haahaa!

so there.. enjoy my longest post for this season!

51

2004-09-16T20:53:00.000+08:00

Feel so lost! Dont know what's happening to me!

I dont noe y... it feels like ive lost my MOJO JOJO to write a better entry! i think i saw some peepz walk through that door.. being bored with my current entries... lamenting abt my life! ~Boring~ yeah i noe!

Life has taken a round-about spin for me! now im stuck with nothing! im on a standstill! really dont noe what to do!

Yeah.. by now, my audience is left to onli a quarter! all shoo to the other "cinemas" for a better show!

Chicken Soup for the Soul!

2004-09-14T23:54:00.000+08:00

Chicken Soup for the Soul

Had a very bad day today.

Firstly had a very bad blocked nose on the left hole, runny nose on the right, and now, it changed to the other side, vice versa! Left hole runny, right hole blocked!

And then coughing like hell... COUGH COUGH COUGH! my lungs are about to give way already larh! very pain at my right ribs there.. like my lung over expanded! hmmz.. CHOI!

And then, got cough.. did i mentioned cough? Oh yarh!

And also sore throat! Everyone didnt recognised the change in voice especially when I'm over the phone, coz this voice of mind is the voice i always have when im on the phone! But in person, my voice differs a bit! yeah! but now, both are almost the same!

Funny thing is, i sounded diff in person, yet only one person recognise the difference... SHMEER! yeah! I think thats called true friends! they know when ur sick! i hope so!

Shit now i feel so.. URGH! Feel like punching someone! And i need help.. EDDY (aka WagaWaga)!!!! WHERE ARE U! PARAMEDIC! plz be on standby k!

Had the Knorr's Chicken Soup! yeah! food for the sick! yeah! reminded me of hospital food! And then, i had VanHouten Chocs, just a pinch! I noe.. i heard all the gasps! I cant eat chocs! but only a pinch! and then... worst, HAD ICECREAM! dont worry! all i need to do is call 995 paging for Mr WagaWaga! He'll be certified to attend to me! Dont worry! Ill be in safe hands, will I?

basically now, getting some sleep! yesterday had a solid sleep already! From 8pm all the way to 9am.. just in time for todays lesson! i noe i noe.. 13 hours! yeah! tired!

guess.. ill try to sleep till onli 8 i hope so! coz i have lessons at 10am later! so.. gotta rush to dreamlandz! and yeah! my dreamland is situated in the sunny island of Hawaii! if u guys happened to be there.. do drop me a Hi ok? but dont scare me! i dont want to get NightMares!

49

2004-09-12T22:48:00.000+08:00

I Hate INETCF!

Yeah.. Day 2 at Jeff's house.. doing this stupid INETCF project! Doing a webbie! Now both of us struggling on what to do

"Want to add what?"
"Add this one larh.."
"Dont want larh.. this one larh?"

Ok.. if u put two guys together.. nothing gets done! And u put two IT goondoos together.. ull get nothing done! both freaking freaking freako!

STress Stress Stress!

48

2004-09-11T20:25:00.000+08:00

Currently at Jeffery's Home

Yeah.. at my friend's house! Trying to do this stupid INETCF, Internet Technology & Computer Fundemantel! I have to do a homepage! Now... using this *new* computer, there aint any Microsoft Office Frontpage.. onli Microsoft Works!

Urgh! both me and jeffery are gearing up, enthu already to do work, but now, we cant even start!

Now, we are panicking, right Jeff?

*he's busy on the phone with "nu peng you" aka gf to answer!*

PANIC! AIMAN! we need u!

RED HOT RED HOT.. read all about it!

2004-09-09T14:20:00.000+08:00

Red Hot Red Hot.. read all about it!

Ermz... the big news.. this blog will go extensive renovation.. probably costs $1.5 million renovation.. like real! this current blog will still be accessible but as of 12th September 2004, the URL will be changed.. it will be www.golpe-del-alma.blogspot.com!

So if u guys cannot access me.. plz inform me! in the meantime.. if u want.. can add me up in MSn.. gheze_2301@hotmail.com! yeah..

please change ur respective URL as of 12th Sept! sorry for the inconvenience caused!

and if u read this piece of information.. plz sign in at the comments blog for me to check! ok.. thanx...

hahha.

SIAO!

I dont understand!

2004-09-07T18:58:00.000+08:00

I Don't Understand!

I cant seem to understand this! it cant get into my head! y are parents so stubborn n egoistic? y cant they lower down their pride a tad bit and admit they're wrong? why is it that they always win?

Tried talking to them to make them understand the whole situation nicely, they shouted! here i am trying to control my anger, as they keep saying Im rude to them.. well, they dont even give the slightest respect! here i am, everyone scolding me, and no one even try to think that im trying to give in! trying to be part of the unknown family!

even scolded me that i shouldnt be teaching them how to be a parent! oh yah... i forgot, im just a speck of dust! i dont have a brain, i dont have a mouth, im useless! cant even study cant even think! yeah!

why cant they just ask me whether i want to follow them out! they juz kept their quietly and leave the house! only when asraf called them, then they tell my brother to tell me whether i want to go! im in the house all the while! WHY MUST U TREAT ME DIFFERENTLY? COZ IM BORN DIFFERENT?

Im an EMO

2004-09-07T15:57:00.000+08:00
Of late, emotional and psychological distress have taken its toll on me! I can no longer think properly, Im not the usual person I used to be! Im so scared to face up to the world in front of me! So scared to even think! Too much things in my mind at a time! URGH! Plz take this burden off me! I can't take it anymore!

My friends are there for me all the while! I owe them alot and sometimes i do feel indebted, particularly him! But friends cant give the same treatment as a family! Its totally different! I dont know, how come Im beginning to be like this?

To all those friends out there, thanx alot! To him, Im indebted to you, bro!

* Feeling suicidal! *

Concert @ Barker Rd

2004-09-05T22:00:00.000+08:00
Concert ended in a big bang! Audience had fun! Even Cpt Yusri, the conductor, had fun!

Me? Well, im too immensed by my nerves that I hardly realised that Im not enjoying myself! Talked to Cpt Yusri thru IRC just now and he said one point which I realised only just now, we are out to educate audiences through our music and also to have fun! Its not whether how much they pay to watch us perform, but rather its about how much they learned after they attended the concert! Be it a free or a paid performance, its how the audience appreciates the music, the hard work we've toiled!

Two months we've endured, gone in two hours, but its what the audience brought back home makes our work worth all the shit! Even if its not something that earns an income, its just how you work things around!

Sadly, I'm not very sure if this is the last performance I'll be doing! Its not that I've lost my interest in music, it's just that things around my house arent that great! Family not supporting me pursuing my interest, rather mocked at me! This are the happenings around me that Ive tried my best to shove it aside!

A great pal of mine, Shmeer, tried to talk me into not leaving, stay with him till the next project maybe, coz it was me back then when we first started joining this group of people early this year, telling him not to quit! Maybe its him who have found the vibe in the band, not me! But you see Bro, its not confirmed! I'll stay if things work out fine! Dont worry, I will not put my sword down, or rather, my Bass Clarinet down!

This is me!
This is what Ive found in me!
This is Ghazali!

4th Sept 2004

2004-09-04T01:12:00.000+08:00
Today, 4th September 2004, Singapore Wind Symphony will be having a concert. Symphonic Sounds '04, at ACS Barker Rd 7.30pm. Tickets selling at $10 each.

This particular day, will be my first major concert I'm involved in to date! Being in this eclectic ensemble is definitely hectic! Rushing to school and then to practice and then go home! Playing with peers who are professionals in the music industry is definitely another tough job! Pressure is always on you!

Especially this week, the last week of practice, whereby we only have 2 practices to finish everything! and me, having workloads, asssignments, tests and presentations, I've been missing my sleeps!

On monday, had to rush for my TCS Project! Had ZERO sleep!
On Tuesday, sch and SWS pract! reached home abt 12am and do my IWD presentation! Zero sleep!
On Wednesday, had to rush IWD presentation the day after! Had Zero sleep!
On Thursday, ZERO sleep because of the sec 2 camp!
On Friday, fenat becoz of Rafting/Kayaking lesson in the morning all the way till afternoon at Changi.. then camp back to sch.. grab a few bars (20 pieces) of Crunchies and munch munch munch 2 already, played pool in the Lysian Clubhouse and went home! so now here i am blogging! stress!

Tired TIRED TIRED!

After reviewing my time manager, i realised that when I am busy, ill be busy straight throughout the whole week, but if im slacking, i slacked to the max! taxing!

Now, in 18 hours time, the real scenario kicks in! whether i make it or break it! dang...

*taps own back* "dont worry ghaz.. u will do pretty fine, I THINK"

2 Suicides within 4 hours!

2004-09-01T23:29:00.000+08:00
Two suicides were reported yesterday, and both had a common link, MRT tracks. The first one was at Bukit Batok station, occured around 3 - 4pm while the second one was at Ang Mo Kio station, at 750pm, when it was the usual post peak periods!

I had to experience the traffic jam. I was on my way to my SWS practice and I was running late.

Firstly at Tanjong Pagar station, I was running kinda late, and the train had to stop for about 3-4 minutes. I thought it was due to someone being stuck at the door or was due to the driver's first time driving and panicked. But it was all wrong.

Then, when I'm at Outram Park Interchange, the train door had to remained open for quite a while. Again, due to my nature, I started cursing the driver. And I had a second thought, maybe it was due to an overload? who knows?

But the funny thing is, Singaporeans being true Singaporeans, didnt even barge or move or take the initiative to panic, until I had to comment "For 4 minutes we are in this position, no one had to complain?" and it kinda kick started everything. Everyone was started getting impatient and I'm already furious! Im already freaking late and the train had to delay! URGH!

Then announcement over the radio at the train, this train is not for passenger service, plz alight this train blargh blargh blargh! Everyone did as told!

So i waited for the next train! tried to squeeze.. but can't squeeze! waited for another train! after waiting... i was told that its not for passenger service too! everyone from that train had to leave the train, thus making the station more packed! URGH! So i took the risk of taking a cab! dang.. wasted my $6.40!

When i reached the Ulu Pandan CC, the practice havent started yet! It was DELAYED *again* becoz of those who are stucked on the train! Had only an hour practuce! URGH! if i knew it, i wouldnt have rushed there taking a cab!

Looking at the trend in Singapore this year, alot have been committing suicide in the tracks! Why is that so? Aren't they stupid or selfish? With them wanting to kill themselves on MRT tracks, they are causing inconvenience to THOUSANDS of others, including ME! There are hundreds of high-rised buildings, just use it larh! There's also railway tracks, where it will not be causing much inconvenience! What do they want?

So, I picked up a few morales behind this:

1) If u want to commit suicide, using the tracks is definitely outdated now!

2) If u want to test how good the tracks are, they have been proven! so dont bother with your analysis! Find something else.. maybe the Esplanade? Die stark naked!

and lastly..

3) May your souls rest in peace!

Phone Calll

2004-08-29T13:34:00.000+08:00
This is funny.. sometimes people tend to do funny things and funny reaction! Just received a call...

Caller: Hello, may I speak to Asraf?

Asraf is my 2nd younger brother!

Me: Oh.. sorry he is not at home. He is at his Gramz house! Do you want the number to his grandmother's house?

Caller: *thinking for 5 seconds* Do you have his grandmother's number?

Me: Of course larh!!!!!!

of course larh i have the number! isnt she my grandmother too? clever!

A New Day

2004-08-28T22:09:00.000+08:00
Lasted only two days! I have to go back home to get my work done coz my gramz no internet connection! but then.. im locking myself up!

Had project discussion with Azlina and Sabri abt the IWD project! Have to do a topic about Green Buildings! actually Hamad, Ben, Zawani, Sabri, Azlina and me in the project.. but end up only two came! sheesh!

Meeting supposed to be from 10am to 3pm but someone had to be late *cough azlina cough* 1030 then someone had to arrive! haha.. slack at starbucks TM! then discussed! Sab had to rush to meet Henry for the INETCF Pixaround picture taking.. and since meetin ended at 1130.. me n az decided to tag around for the fun sake of it! Impromptu dresscode! i dressed slacky! with slippers and just normal shirt! IMPROMPTU INDEED!

Henry loaned to camera from the school, its a must! and then we *snap snap snap* from City Hall all the way to Raffles Place! Firstly, passing Swiss'otel, went to the toilet.. and boy it is Magnificent! some peepz might say that this is silly of me to take pics of the toilet, but if u see it, like me, u feel like sleeping in that toilet! here's a glimpse or two:

You agree with me?

haha.. then Sab n Henry got chased by the security guard of the hotel! like duh! ur taking pics of a hotel! haha!

off we went to Esplanade and decided to take the 360degrees snapshot of the Singapore River by the bridge next to it! then i took a panaromic view of the Esplanade!

I make a good photographer aint i? * Self Praise is an International Disgrace! *

okiez.. then walked further up towards the Merlion.. i took onli the young 'un! cute...

and here's looking at you, babe

and something intruiging passed thru my mind! Shmeer told me a few weeks ago while we were at orchard and looking at these figurines, he remarked:
"You look at them, dont the look like females with long hair bending down?" sorry if its a bit dirty.. but still.. its very disturbing!

Again, do you agree?

Then we walked towards The Fullerton, then passed their lobby, and saw this wonderful thing! A Royce Rolce! took few of it!

me n Azlina... see.. i dressed slacky!

me and the car! MINE ALL MINE! Azlina decided to gif up the struggle for the car!

but finally after that heated argument.. we decided to leave it alone! isnt she a beauty? i mean the car ok!

then we walked and walked till i passed by the figurines! wanted to take the pic of the hotel but then scared that might get chased out.. so we hurried off!

see i dressed slack rite?haha! or isit the one who took the pic? maybe thats the prob! if anyone need to hire a photographer.. dont hire Azlina! she's not worth ur money! haha!

rushed off back gramz home to send my sis to the zoo with my aunts! haha! actually wanted to follow but.. ermz.. im too old for that! haha! went up to gramz eating Nutella instead! oooh Nutella.. so turns me on!

Yawning!

2004-08-26T02:02:00.000+08:00
Current Mode: Sick, Agrivated, TIred, Stressed Up, Depressed!

Been having these kinda modes for quite a time now! all thanx to the man in this house shouting here shouting there for nothing!

*News Update* He just shouted at the corridor, saying that whoever is trying to find fault with him, can get out of this house of his! oooh, yeah! not that im finding fault, but every time single he will find trouble! whenever he speaks to me, nvr in a proper nice tone like what a father would say! its just shouting n shouting! for goodness sake, keep quiet and mind ur own business! that figure in the house just got labelled as an Absent Father! i nvr had the touch of a father! sometimes.. how i really need someone whom i can call father!

to some readers out there.. Yeah.. adolescents talk! big deal! been there done that! yeah.. you experience ur part! now its my turn!

nowadays, i do feel that my buddy is there to help me out! listen to my cries! listen to my heart, which no one else seems to care!

I'm doing my best to find what is the prob within me, but its not me! ive tried! they say i have the worst case of temper issues... and buddy juz said that i have improved alot! thanx to u bro!

Now, still in my mind.. shall i perform or shall i not? its still in my mind every single day! haiz! stress!

if u guys dont see me online.. dont be alarm k? im doin my part of the deal! making everyone happy! and end up.. being selfish towards myself! no one noes how i feel.. no one cares!

More Babies = More Worries

2004-08-23T21:21:00.000+08:00
The long addressed speech by PM Lee in his first National Day Rally Speech awaits more relief for some.. (you know where im heading at, aight?), though it may bring some confused times for others!

Just now, she discussed certain issues with me...

She: Di, PM Lee say that in order to increase the population, they will implement waivers, increased maternity leave and more money.

Me : Mi, you're thinking too much! You really want kids arh?

She: Yalarh.. You never hear what PM said arh? Having kids is a wonderful experience! You can experience washing their backside, cleaning up their poo-poo, waking up to their cries late at night, walking their first step, bringing them to school, doing their homework (Oopps! Dont tell teacher hor!), etc etc. Ain't it exciting?

Me : Exciting is definitely exciting.. but you think you can tahan anot?

She: Definitely larh! I can take a break now.. Besides, got maternity leave bah!

Me : NOW??

She: Then when you want? We aren't getting any younger you know!

Me : HOI! Polytechnic where got give maternity leave? SIAO ARH YOU? planning.. fuhlamak! scary larh!

*followed by an eerie silence and that scary stare from her*

Me : Aiyah.. Dont worry! You want to make a band also can! Dont worry! As long as we get married first and be financially stable! (Fwah... speaking arh!)

Headline News

2004-08-21T16:09:00.000+08:00
This may just come in and might appear shocking to everyone concerned. I'm backing out for the concert. To some, this may be unprofessional of me, but I have my freaking reasons.

All I need is to be given a little bit more love and support whatever I'm doing. Till then, this will be my final decision.

Thank You for your patience.

URGH!

2004-08-20T01:18:00.000+08:00
"for the upcoming concert, plz be informed that the attire will be as per normal!

for those from the Youth Winds, the attire is as follows:

Ladies - Black dress or anything sewaktu dengannye (somewhat close that that)
- and Black Covered shoes

Guys - Black Shoes
- Black Socks
- Black Pants
- White Long Sleeve top with a collar for Bowtie
- a Bow Tie
- and a BLAZER

those who dont have any blazer, plz approach me.
thanx!"

what the.. a blazer? How in the blue hell am i going to get a blazer in two weeks? concert is on the 4th Sept! this might be an honour for me to perform with the Singaapore Wind Symphony, and this is by far, no doubt about it, that its the most expensive thing I have to commit to.

for the blazer.. we have to PURCHASE one.. they recommended at G2000 where its cheaper, but then, it should be at least $200. for goodness sake.. im still a student. how am i goin to get that much. really feel like backing out this concert.. but then.. it wouldnt be professional of me! but i have my reasons..

the bandfund itself is $10 per month.. and i owe them $80 right now. so do Mer, stress otak! and now, concert is nearing.. definitely much more expenses. kering larh macam gini! and on 4th sept is super day for me!

maybe i haf to attend the Loyang Sec2 camp, from 2nd till 4th sept... but im kinda preoccupied with lotsa stuff. concert is on the 4th, and my IWD (intelligent workshop n dwellings) second site visit will also fall on this day. there will be a slight chance that i might get to go to the Esplanade for my site visit, learning the architecture n the "intelligence" of the building. 8am to 130pm is the timeslot i think.. then 3pm will be rehearsal at ACS Barker road. Might have to wear formally to the site visit! PENGZ!

see how preoccupied i am? luckily im not committed to a relationship! clever me! not now tho.. later would be just fine for me, but not now.

lastly, anyone knows where to get cheap cheap blazers? i nd it ASAP. Pocket burn!

COL3 Nite

2004-08-14T11:46:00.000+08:00
Yesterday was the night! As some may know, had Colours OF Loyang 3 Yesterday at Victoria Theatre. Im one of the audience, watching my sweat being paid off! toiling for the band and the Percussion Ensemble!

Yeah.. and well, it did went off pretty ok! The Band played better than all their rehearsals, and they did pretty ok for Gladiators given their standard and 3 weeks of practice! Im really impressed! Thanx Guys for making us alumnis proud!

the Percussion Ensemble did pretty ok too! they managed to play throughout and provided this is their inaugural performance. The peepz danced and finally we saw Zaleta smiled! even the teachers were impressed. COOL!

well.. currently i haf onli these few fotos taken with me! alot more with other peepz! im goin to get it soon from them but till then.. wait for it!

in the meantime.. had these taken with two of my juniors, Hilmi n Fashan! my sec one juniors who are keen to learn n haf the desire to improve. they are fast learners.

Fashan, me n Hilmi!

Fashan n Me...

Hilmi and me! idiot him.. trying to box me! all thanx to Shmeer telling him wad to do! argh! ahahha.. but cool tho! more photos taken... yet to receive em!

New Blog..

2004-08-11T10:22:00.000+08:00
Well, Mer told me that he might be sharing the blog site with me, as he is lazy to create one.. so i dont noe.. I might change the entire URL name.. or just creating a new blog for the two of us? specifically for our percussion ensemble! Maybe yes. Maybe No.. hmmz..

Well, gotta go off now! its freaking 1022am! I was supposed to be at VTH by nine! ehhehehe.. as usual larh.. Ghazali!

till then, tata titi TUTZ!

Bangin' Ritmos!

2004-08-11T00:39:00.000+08:00
Hmmz.. Our percussion group is on the way now.. discussed with Mer just now about the Percussion beats. Yeah.. Looking strong now.

Both of us are currently thinking of what name shall we put it in. Something catchy? Something short? Yeah!

Maybe after we set up this ensemble, we'll work with our previous school on teaching students, and recruiting peepz. Well, there's a huge pool anxious student willing to be a part of this. Maybe we can teach them for a small rate. At least we can get some money to cover up some expenses and hard work. Yeah.. maybe!

One of my frenz, Ahman, was shocked to hear that now I'm forming a Percussion Ensemble group. First, and most importantly, is Band! Without band, i wouldnt even think that I would be here. Well, with Loyang Symphonic Band and Singapore Wind Symphony Youth Band, my current bands Im in, I learned alot. Thanx.

Then there's Angklung. Teaching them for fun. Angklung from my sec school that is.

Lastly, this Percussion Ensemble.

I told him, "One must be good at almost Everything." Something I come up with by myself. Yeah.

Darn. Tomorrow I have to wake up early in the morning to go to Victoria Theatre to see the Technical run for the Colours Of Loyang 3. Must comment. Last year I'm not that active, but this year, I am. Yeah. Friday is the main night.

Going to wear Metallic Turqoise shirt, and metallic blue tie. I dont know whether it will match. Maybe getting another tie which will complement the shirt better, but it freaking cost me $29. How on earth am I going to get that much? Totally broke now. I admit, I used to splurge on things alot, but now, 我没有金钱 (i have no money)! urgh.

Dear Bloggers,
I will not be able to update more later till Sunday coz I'll be involved in COL3, my class chalet from Wed till Thurs, and NikeRealRun on Sat n Sun. Take Care Ya'll. Don't miss me.

A new Gheze

2004-08-09T00:23:00.000+08:00
Okiez, this might sound wierd. I'm trying not to sound like other bloggers who keepz on bragging and putting their private life over the internet for show, but well, things are getting bored!

Here it goes...

Just now's National Day Dinner performance was kinda total _____... (no comments)! I, for an instance, have to travel all the way from Pasir Ris to Buena Vista for that performance, but it only lasted half an hour. We performed for all the ahpeks, ahsos and nyonyas, all of whom do not know anything about amateur band. yeah! I'm spilling all my ANGST over here.

We thought that we may be performing for at least some grateful audiences, but no! They walked passed us like no one's even there. 60 of us playing sweet melodies (or shall i say, sweet and sour coz the youth members, like me, played like shit, while the main members, all so perfect!) only a handful of claps. It's OK.

Well, the greatest thing that makes me so URGH is that they put us infornt of the "kitchen" and not feeding us any. Our stomachs feels like as though there's either a Percussion Ensemble or a Choir inside. Imagine all of us playing while smelling the nice food they are cooking. And mind you, most of the chefs are guys!

I guessed we played rather to the Cooks than to the Minister.

On the brighter note, heard Wicked Aura Batucada before boarding the train at Tampines at around 5pm just now. They are SUPERB! My inspiration to set up. In the mist of setting one up, but at that point, there's no inspiration/motivation for me to play, but ever since i saw the Wicked Aura, boy I'm making this my day job.

Anyone willing to sponsor my Percussion Ensemble? (name has yet to be discussed with Bro.)

Long Day!

2004-08-08T02:27:00.000+08:00
Tomorrow, or shall i say, TODAY, 8th August 2004! In exactly 16 hours I have to get ready for my concert at Ulu Pandan CC! For the uninitiated, Singapore Wind Symphony Youth band is having the National Day dinner concert! It's a short performance! 645pm to 715pm!

Yeah! Performing familiar tunes like MasQueNada, The Hustle (remember the Yellow Pages advertisement) and Japanese Graffiti VI.

We had only one rehearsal, last Tuesday ( see how good we are.. kidding! this is a "Recycled Repertoire") hehe.. I think we can manage it through! yeah! Hopefully!

DressCode for us, Red or White top, bottom jeans. I think if we ran out of those colors, we'll use green (KIDDING)! OMG, i still haven't bought the shirt yet. HangTen (Tampines Mall) here i come!

Wish me luck for tomorrow yar!

National Day

2004-08-06T18:27:00.000+08:00
As EVERYONE knows that Singapore is celebrating its 39th (wait, let me count.. 1.. 5.. 23.. 43.. 39..) yeah.. 39th birthday and everyone is getting a tad (well not tad.. A BIG HOOHAA) over the small matter! Well, I must admit, National Day is one of the days that I'll always look forward to, besides my Birthday, where I receive presents and surprise parties, and the booze - ooh the booze!

Sorry, I was getting a bit out of hand a little while there. As I was saying, National Day is definitely one of the few days in the year where I really look forward to waking up to! Another was, in fact, the Hari Raya. Who wont? Okiez, enough of it. Back to my point - the fireworks and the hardwork those kids put up to give an amazing show to us all who will be watching either live at the Stadium or live at home, munching away tidbits and cans of Coke, in front the TV.

This year I personally think that the management have gone way too far. Imagine, everyone, from Kindergarten all the way to adults wearing red.. and furthermore, HangTen is selling those red polo Ts at an amazing low price of.. .. .. *someone help me out here!!* yeah.. cheap cheap good good!

Well, with the Reds in fashion, for a limited time only, I'm wondering, what if there's no more reds in Singapore? Then, they have to resort to White.. and what if White is also "out of stock"? What else is the national color of Singapore?

Green? "Clean and Green Singapore!" Maybe. Could Be.

Well, now I should be going! i need to find my red polo T for my Sunday performance. Typical Singaporean mindset, Kiasu! Afraid that it might really go "out of stock"! Possible!

Hopefully it isn't!

One more thing, is it too early to celebrate Chinese New Year? Kiasuism! Bringing good luck all year round! Even on our National Day!

Tongue Twister..

2004-07-30T00:41:00.000+08:00
well.. there's:-

"Peter picked a pack of pickled peppers ......"

and there's:-

"She sell sea shells at the sea shore she shall..."

and here's mine:-

"Tipah tertipu tertipu tipu ter Tipah, Tipah tertipu tertipu tipu ter Tipah, pitah pertitu terpitu tupi ter pitah!"

and here's my friend's:-

"Peter Pharker!"

Everything happened for no reason!

2004-07-29T08:29:00.000+08:00
Everything that is wrong is always my problem! never anyone else's! NEVER! my mum's hp gets spoilt, its my problem! the reason: she use it first, then i use it, then she asked it back, my brother (asraf) borrowed from her, casing broke! then i used it back.. a-ok! then she asked back frm me.. my other brother (firdaus) used it, the whole thing spoilt, MY FAULT! yeah rite! my fault! i gif it tender loving care not to damage it, and they used it, MY FAULT?

my parents are always against the idea of giving me allowance.. i dont noe why! weird! and now.. i need to go to school n i haf no money because my ezlink is spoilt! and it is my fault for not having money! WEIRD! now im deprived of goin for my lessons! urgh!

Ward 57

2004-07-27T00:28:00.000+08:00
Just now i had a conversation with my younger brother regarding his handphone... Lately, it went swimming with the fishes at a nearby pond!

Me: Dek, where's your handphone? how come ur using Mummy's phone?

He: Ooh, you didnt know? my phone is sick larh. got warded..

Me: *playing along* Oh, what ward? Which hospital? I go buy him some fruits...

He: Oh.. Ward 57 at Tampines Mall Hospital, Nokia Transmitted Disease Centre. No need to get for him anything larh.. He's OK.. Drank too much salt water! That's all..

Me: Pity him.. When will he be back?

He: Oh, when he is ready to be discharged, he'll give me a call.

**** Dot dot dot... ****

help me doc!

2004-07-26T11:58:00.000+08:00
Doc, im sick aarh doc! im having this strange sickness..

1) whenever i cough, my stomach squirms in pain. like got something wanna come out! then when i feel like coughing, i farted! silencer!

2) and then, when i bleed, got some sort of fuzzy fuzzy thing oozing, instead of blood! red oozing ooze! when i miang ( itchy hand , i go taste, it tasted like coke.

3) my stomach feels like got baby! whenever i eat.. i dont noe y i dont feel full!

doc, am i sick?

Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with
Gheze's Lurgy
Cause: sexually transmitted
Symptoms: acidic blood, diarrhoea, squinting, mild space alien bursting from stomach
Cure: fire
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QiQong class

2004-07-21T23:49:00.000+08:00
Ringgg.......... ( or in the modern context.. tuut tuuut ttuuut utututu tutut utututuu... *depicting the polyphonic ringtone*)

He: eh, what are u doing right now?

Me: working larh.. wad else. very shagged! business not good today.

He: k lah.. i'll call u back later...

a few seconds later, "tuuut tutututu ttuuuttt uttututut tututututu"

Me: wei.......???

He: hello.. eh watcha doin arh?
*starting his lameness*

Me: oh hi.. business not good.. as usual!

He: dorang dah sampai? "they all reached already?"

Me: huh? who r they? *follow suit* ooh, john, ali and ahtai reached liaoz! waiting for ahmad...

He: then where r u guys goin? i tot u say later wanna meet me n go eat roti john at sembawang?

Me: did i say that? wad time?

He: later larh.. 2am?

Me: huh? *holding back my laugh and trying to act serious* ooh.. cannot larh.. later got golf session wif tommy at Bukit Timah.. we now at hole 4, trying our best to go to hole 12 at the summit!

He: alaamak.. then wen wanna eat roti john... got an extreme craving for it already liaoz! 4am?

Me: 4am? cannot! i got qiqong practice!

He: *chuckles* ooh.. ya hor! i forgot!

Me: ya lor.. u larh.. nvr turn up.. pay so damn ex, $20 per session, then u nvr come! the instructor very angry already! always haf to mark u absent!

He: sorry larh busy.. im got swimming lessons frm 3 to 530am. how to go? at sungei api api there... which technique r u at now?

Me: ooh.. we at the "cut watermelon" technique... very tough larh... yesterday at the end of the lesson, i was sweating like a dog!

He: OI.... thats not qiqong larh brother... that TAICHI! u wrong class...

Me: SHIIIT! no wonder im sweating like a dog! shiit... wrong class wrong class! ARGH~

FUCK IT!

2004-07-20T18:07:00.000+08:00
this is way out of hand! i really cant think rite now.. u threw me out of the house again.. as u've said.. "kalau tak suke tinggal rumah ni boleh jalan berambos!".. im trying to start off a farkin conversation wif u, u gif me a shove in the face. i aasked u whether uve seen my things around coz its been weeks since i got back home, u SHOUTED at me saying "aku bukan amma filipine kau!" well, im really glad i got someone like u! i really would love to KILL U!

u treat ur god son better than ur own.. well, am i ur son? guessed im not! u muz haf picked me frm somewhere i dont noe! or u muz haf swopped mistakenly wif someone else's at KKH! onli god noes! there r times i cried (yeah i admit, i still cry.. coz of the terrile pain im suffering! NO ONE UNDERSTANDS IT), seeing others whos parents r always there for them! mine? i think im left alone! no one else to turn to!

ive done my best to go to poly without any tuition or any guidance, not even frm u or ur wife, yet im not complaining! u even insult me! thats how it is? i really dont noe! now my mind is really in a confused state.. should i quit sch n work, or juz get humiliated every single day? well, ur other sons, or i muz say, ur REAL sons are doin a lil bad.. n u dont complain! when firdaus gets top in class, u were so happy.. he is in Norm(T).. n wen i tried my best to get in the top ten in my level, u do nothing! wheres ur encouragement? all u do is shout at me!

PLZ... im a big kid already! i noe wad is goin on! i noe everything! EVERYTHING! theres a reason y u treat me differently! im really ashamed! i despised all these n yet it happened to me! if i didnt noe the whole situation by mistake, i guess u would keep it frm me till im older? oh well, theres no difference if u want to tell me now or never, the treatment u gaf me will still be the same! n ill still end up in this! my aunties n my gramz are the ones who haf helped me! ur sisters in law n ur mother in law has helped me! ill nvr be close to ur family! NEVER!

HEADLINE: Elmo's DEAD!

2004-07-19T22:58:00.000+08:00
This is a BIG lost to kids entertainment. He has been around ever since i was born, or to put it better, ever since my mind came to work wonders. Well, back to him, he was a big icon to the KidsTV industry. The most cutest fella in Bijan Street, with his enthics, which certainly brought joy to all kids. I must say, when i was young, I'm fond of him. This is such a great loss.

Mr Elmo, was pronounced dead on 19/07/04, 1907hrs. He died at a forever age of 5yr old! He must have lived a beautiful, fruitful life; entertaining all the kids in Open Sesame Ville. We do not have the actual cause of his death yet, as investigation is still going on, but it was rumoured that he was HIV positive. Rumour has it that he had sex with his pet lizard, Lizzie, near the Batu Belah Batu Bertangkup. Kids these days, they are way too eager to try new things. They can never be patient. What has the world gone to?

Today, the whole town of Open Sesame Ville, were at half mast, to respect the departure of the famous icon in Bijan Street. They are trying to commission today as WORLD BIJAN DAY, to mark the death of Elmo. His long term best friend, Big Bird, will head this commisioning organisation, and when our team of Bijan news casters approached him, he was too shocked to say a thing. Well, its hard on everybody, right?

Our team in Bijan Street also tried to interview the late's pet gold fish, Dorothy, she was too frantic to speak to us. I guessed she's the one who will suffer the most as another rumour seemed to say that she had a very deep infatuation over late Elmo, and when she heard that the late had sex with Lizzie, she almost wanted to commit suicide, by jumping off her castle. Sad news.

The Bijan Street Grassroot Resident's Committee had decided to put Dorothy and Lizzie at the SPCA for the time being, while psychiatrist, Count Drac, will closely monitor the mental condition of the people of Open Sesame Ville.

To mark the WORLD BIJAN DAY, there will be no sesames on McDonald's Big Mac Bun, McSpicy Double bun, and all the buns that have sesames. McD will be the main sponsor for this tragic day. And also, the sales of Sesame Oil, or Minyak Bijan, will cease momentarily to respect the death. The Bijan Advisory Committee will also hold its AGMs on the 19th of July every year to discuss the issues n welfare of Bijan Street and Open Sesame Ville. While Batu Belah Batu Bertangkup will be monitored closely for any mischievious conduct by anyone frm the Ville.

It is a great loss to the whole world.

This bulletin is brought to you by the letter, E, and the number 19.

hmmz...

2004-07-17T00:59:00.000+08:00
soorry peepz... kinda another round of roller coaster ride! really testing my mental capacity! i dont noe whether i could handle the pressure or not! thats one thing i haf to think abt!

yarh... and i haf not been blogging these few days... yar.. well, actually nothing much to comment! the same old routine, so its worth not to let u guys read n read n get ur eyes sore! sorry for that!

and lately also kinda slaggish on it! ive been talkin to myself! so rather not check my blog often! i haf better things to do!

and lastly... new skin comin up soon i guessed! so takes time! gettin bored wif the old one!

till now, nitez! and enjoy!

4am in the morning

2004-07-07T00:58:00.000+08:00
it happened to me, 4am in the morning, a Private Call thru my hp, while im in a subconscious state of mind, halfway to dreamland, still stuck in my pillow!

"Hello, may i speak to Mr Ghazali please?" oh his accent, caught me off guard!

"Erm yar, Ghazali speaking here. How may i help u?"

"Ooh, I'm calling from the SPCA, and I would like to inform you that we have found your pet lizard..."

"HUH?..." in my mind, what the fuck? at night, 4am! seesh! "... Do i have a pet lizard?"

"...and congratulations, Sir. You will be a proud father. We checked that your pet lizard is now pregnant. And we believe that you fucked her, coz we found a large hole somewhere there."

"Huh? Who in the fucking blue hell are you? I'm in no mood for.........."

*KEETAAAP!*

he slammed the phone! till now, i still cant catch the culprit! a simply bohliao person!

Oh well...

2004-07-06T00:37:00.000+08:00
Oh well, wad can i say? am i gifted or not? no no! not gifted! its juz that greece really deserved to win! underdogs rule!

this eur04, most of my predictions are all right! haha! am i gifted or wad? cannot be tycho rite? how can tycho so many times one! hhahaha! i think in 4 yrs time, ill do a part time job over here! i become ur predictor for the match! and also buy some bets! if i keep on predictin correctly, not buyin any bets is such a waste rite? SUCH A WASTE! but its all risk! i dont think i would go to that! huahuaha!

for next euro cup, i think France will make a come back!

MARK MY WORDS!

EURO 04

2004-07-04T23:24:00.000+08:00
Portugal, they haf the home advantage! well, if i can recall, malu if they lose! but still they haf the home advantage! they noe the slicks and slips of THEIR fields! so who noe they might purposely make the terrain of the field slightly out of standard a lil bit! onli they noe abt it! haha.. secrets! this is called strategies man! but i noe it is quite impossible to do that, they are cheating!

Greece, tho they are the underdogs, they haf proven to be a worthy challenger, contender for the cup! they haf beaten Portugal in the groupings match n they haf proved that they can kick their ass, n haf beaten the almighty Czech Republic before qualifyin into the finals, so wad else do they haf to prove! if that "karang guni" (karagounis) hadnt been suspended for this stupid match.. of all matches to be suspended, its the finals, seesh, i would say that the underdogs could trash em 2-0... but i think 1-0... lets not expect too much lar!

so i say, my prediction, 1-nil to Greece!

GO UNDERDOGZ

2004-07-04T12:19:00.000+08:00
Recently, goin thru a real roller coaster ride of emotions! sometimes i can be very angry at certain small lil things, not that im petty or wad, but its juz the emotions! and then, all of a sudden can be very quiet n then turn to be very depressed! i dont noe y! as ive said, im goin thru this roller coaster ride! it wont stop! it CANT stop!

i noe ive been treating my friends like shiit nowadays! im trying not to! im trying my best! if u guys got offended wif me over the last few weeks, im really sorry! i dont mean to! i noe im terriblly bad at one point of time, and the next minute, im talkin to u! u noe who u r rite! haha... cough cough shmeer! plz bear wif me for a while! im attendin counselling! but at the meantime, dont piss me off or ull be very sorry!

i think its my kidney stones that have been bothering me! dont noe larh! the stone is gone! i think moodswings is its after effect! haiz!

seeking help!

2004-07-01T00:27:00.000+08:00
School reopens.. no! start of a brand new life! happy i guess! classmates are cool and lame! laughin 24-7! thats life i guess! i think this is the phase-in period! so greater/harder things are yet to come! but enjoy wad u haf rite now aight? haha...

maths test tmr! i lost touch in my maths already! now super stress n super shaggy! haiz! wad to do! while tryin to re-cap wad ive learned 2 yrs ago, im learnin a new one! engineerin maths! Gaussian Elimination! dot dot dot! its like havin a few bombs droppin on my head! SERIOUS! huahuahua!

stress aside! got my pay already! but its onli a hundred buckaroos! ooh! seoul garden, bro! dont forget our deal! haha! yippee! speakin abt money, haiz! i dont noe whether i wanna work part time anot! my bro haf refrained me frm doin so! since he's my advisor n stuff, , i shall follow wad he advised! well afterall, the other time i work n study at the same time had made me suffer the consequences, made me repeat another yr! but heng its at another environment, another poly, another life! a better one!

but on another hand, i still need to do some adjusting! still left a lil bit lost! must really be catch it this time! i want to go to a university after this (whoa.. big dreams huh?)! but the onli universities that i can go is not local! its all overseas! UK n Australia.. these are my choices! haha.. but i think it will b a nice xperience!

and one more thing, Shyannne never made it to second round! bloody judges! its a bloody 2 way tie! douglas n dick lee likes her voice while the other two muggers dont agree! i haf to agree wif dick lee, she has the magic in her voice! seesh! well shyanne.. theres still next yr! ill still back u up dont worry! hua hua hua!

ARGH!

2004-06-26T23:21:00.000+08:00
argh! everyone has been tellin me to "gif him a lil bit more respect! after all he deserve it!"

"ur younger than him, u should respect him first!"

oh wad a theory they come up with! ever heard of the saying, "respect others if u want to respect u" oh wait! i forgot! ur stupid! to think that im 18 i cant think? oh well, to u fathers out there, ur sons are not as stupid as u are! i cant believe u will go around rampaging the house, cursing and swearing aloud so that all the neighbours could hear that ur the most caring, responsible, loving father.. OH GIVE ME A BREAK!

always not being there when ur son/daughter is growing up is bad enough. to make it worst, ur presence makes it a terrible sore in the eyes! as a teenager, i dont think having a person called Father who is there to make the heart ache is definitely worth my time concerning abt.

u demand respect from me, but u simply doesnt earn any from me. all u are to me is stranger. i completely dont noe u, completely dont wish to haf u in my life. if ur trying to make up those things u haf never did last time, too bad.. its ssimply way too late. to me, i dont haf a father. honestly speaking! so whoever read this blog, dont ever go report to my "PARENTS" that i said this! well, i dont a gif a damn tho!

fine! if u want to take whatever things that U gave it to me, fine! no big deal larh! u can take all the things u want! u can even take my life! i had enough. if its really a pain to see me in the house, well, go ahead! kick me out again, as wad uve always done! eh hold on.. others told me that its juz something uve said wen ur furious! so tell me, ur furious 24-7? ooh! i see it! poor thang! u need some love! go and find my mum! she made u happy 19 yrs ago! go now! happy!

u dont deserve my respect!

Hi Im back!!

2004-06-25T17:07:00.000+08:00
The sun rays penatrating thru the clouds, forcefully shining the dull grey day. Uplifting some spirits of tired souls from school and work, with its magnificient wonder. It was a tired day alright.

5 days of maths lessons, without giving any break. thought that im out of the high school life is a bye-bye to maths, but hell no, im taking A maths (engine maths!) monday maths, tuesday maths, wednesday maths, thurs.. wait! i think u got the idea..

been talkin to Sabri juz now during the lecture.. "why must most of the maths teachers cant speak proper normal english?"

"do they speak too many numbers till they haf lost their proficiency in english" juz wondered in my head..

another day.. this horrandous schedule will stick to me for the next SIX months. well, its either do or die.

as the bus pass the wide open fields, journeying to my Pasir Ris home, listening to the smooth compositions of Frank Tichelli, James Barn n Jacob De Hann. the magnificient view of the sky suddenly disappeared, being blocked by the high rising thingies normal ordinary people will call it their home. ive reached my stop.

checkin out the letter box, my entry proof for my O lvl exams n another surprisin letter. from CMPB.. HUH?? cmpb? "mummy, i dont want to go in now" but after some deep thoughts, well, it aint bad either. surely i wont die in the hands of the army right. there have been no case of any death, are there? well, another thought, ill still have to wait for 3 more yrs till i finish that course of mine.

but wait n see whether i could manage to survive this 6 mmonth maths torture first, then we'll talk about serving the nation aight?

Milo Ice or PENG?

2004-06-23T11:10:00.000+08:00
if any of u noe of a kopitiam that u would like to recommend me for their Milo Ice, plz tell me! milo ice n mee mama goreng! me n my bro haf been searching all over singapore to find the most tasty Milo Peng n the most delicious Indian Mee Goreng!

well, actually not really "searching the whole singapore"! every time wen we hang out, our dinner/lunch/breakfast phrase will all be the same.. "uncle, beehoon goreng tak mau sayor, extra pedas n telor takmau mate lembu! and one mee goreng campur kwayteow biase, taknak pedas! TAKNAK PEDAS!" in direct translation, uncle, fried beehoon dont want veggie, extra spicy n no fried egg, n one more normal mix wif kwayteow dont want that spicy.. i repeat, NOT SPICY! i cannot stand spicy food! n wen the drink lady comes to take in the order, "Milo Peng, liang ke!" i think this no need any translation! haha!

so far in our list, the most shiok mee goreng is at tampines st 11, n the best milo peng is at buena vista! shiok!

so if u guys got any recommmendations, plz tell me! hua hua hua! and milo dinosaurs r not counted!

21st June... beginning of a new path!

2004-06-21T22:30:00.000+08:00
all Temasek Poly students.. plz report to school! haha.. basically today is the start of a new life.. a better one i hope! hamad is always irritating me, in a good way i guess!

new frenz met! such a happy n carefree class! i dont noe y all the 02s in all the time ive spent is such a fun clasS! k02 in ngeeann, 4e2 in loyang, 102 in OI, now, G402 in TP engine sch..

my classmates.. warm but then needs alot of adjustments! they didnt noe im in their class.. well, i didnt intro myself! hehe! but warm class! made me feel at home! funny class!

lectures... OOH I HATE MATHS! my brain simply rot immediately wen it comes to maths! serious speakin! hahha.. but other subjects i can cope!

tmr.. another long day! dilemma.. to do or not to do! ahah..

and one last thing to leave u guys behind.. IBT OI.. OI..........................

hmmz..

2004-06-20T22:12:00.000+08:00
tmr.. 21st June 04.. start of a new life! a new adaptatin to do! a life i dont noe wad will offer me in the future! my new frenz.. my old frenz.. will i able to cope wif studies? will i handle the pressure? will i be well liked by my fellow new frenz? will i get lost in that sch? can i survive to make to the second day? will i? can i? questions lingerin in my head.. messin the daily routine of my brain cells! seesh! see how tmr! my renal colic n stuff! OHH SHHIT! SWEETS! my immediate solution temporarily!

WHY?

2004-06-20T20:44:00.000+08:00
my sickness is back, the moodswings, the tummy aches, the blood! renal colic, or in layman's terms, kidney stones! seesh! y must it happened today, now? of all times? y not later or y not come wen i was rotting at home? y now? y now? y now? ARGH! tmr's the start of the first day of school, and the next day see a doc? oh man!!

Last day! i miss my colleagues!

2004-06-18T23:28:00.000+08:00
18th june 2004, last day of the expo exhibition CommunicaAsia2004, BroadcastAsia2004 n entrepriseIT2004.. today.. life is good! money juz come in! ive got nothing to do the whole day! all i do is to go to Panasonic, Sony Ericsson, LG n Samsung booths! their prototypes are AWESOME! n some fons tat i managed to lay my eyes on and "molest" it for awhile! SGH700 by samsung, X300 by panasonic n E7120 by LG! they r damn KEWL! hehe..

whole day, did nothing! juz walk ard n try to get FREEBIES! but to no avail! all out of stocks! i managed to get a pic of me wif my collaegue! ill post it up soon k! hehe.. n also some bags! but i gaf it all away! lazy to bring home.. how stupid! hehe..

juz now i had to take care of the shuttle again.. i was complaining hot hot hot n i think god heard my pleas, like always, n suddenly turned v dark! basically at e shuttle bus, i can count the number of peepz! abt onli 100 took the bus! how pathetic was that? hired like 20 buses.. onli 100 took the bus.. wen each bus leaves, onli less than 5 in each bus! SINEX(singapore expo) r too damn rich!

today basically doin nothing n nothing! but still damn shagged coz had to stand! haiz.. i think thats it for my 4 part series! hehe.. stay tune for me.. onli on channel 5, the home of the stars!

Skim Cepat Makan Roti Kaya.. (fast eat reach!)

2004-06-18T23:02:00.000+08:00
in tis 21st century, no matter wad biz or job ur in, u should really b lookin at wad industries r expandin n which industries r abt to xpand! one should not haf "loyalty" to sumthing juz bcoz ur educated in it or bcoz u haf been there for a long period of time! always b on the alert lookin for opportunities ard us! winners focus on success n Lossers focus on difficulties! Losers always say "tis cannot.." n "tat cannot.." evryone possess the podwer winthin n it can be unleashed wif proper guidance! Ego is the huge barrier tat prevents peepz frm changing their deep-rooted choices! Change, however, requires e humility to say gd-bye to old choices!

evry choice has a consequence either in e immediate future or later! e present is e result of e choices made in e past n e future will b e result of e choices made in e present! some1 give us a fish can onli feed us for a day but wen some1 teaches how to fish, it can feed us for life! it is e greatest insanity to xpect different result, wen we r doin e same old things over n over again! e road to success is all of e mind!

change always means leavin e comfort zone, which peepz resist! how many peeps take e trouble to exercise regularly to stay healthy? (ooh definitely not me!)

a person's reality will not change until he or she is willin to go beyond his or her fears n doubts of his or her own self-imposed limits!

tryin cannot guarantee succes but wifout tryin will definitely guarantee failure!

Durians.. SILLY ME!

2004-06-18T01:50:00.000+08:00
stupid of me.. i know very well that i cannot take durians.. but tekak gatal (itchy throat).. i go eat 3 pieces! now im having a major headache! sianz! stupid of me! n plz shyanne.. shall i stress to u, plz go n buy that durian cake! dont worry abt me! ur drinks will keep me company! k k? happy happy? and i hope u can get this while ur at Mount Kinabalu.. i dont noe how u gonna recieve this.. but i hope u do, i want a rafflesia k! bring me back home one!

and for melvin, frm australia, get me a kangaroo n a koala bear! i want that koala to b inside that kangaroo's pouch! it looks cute larh dei! hehe! im evil n nasty! whahhaha! k larh! im goin off to hawaii now, my frenz waiting for me now.. IN MY DREAMZ! hahaha... goin to hawaii in my dreamz! gotta get my ass back her by 930 or i wont get my keychain! till tmr's update..

Gheze.. OUTZ~~

Third Day.. SECOND LAST DAY! sobs sobs!

2004-06-17T23:08:00.000+08:00
17th June... today is kinda organised but also hectic! my designated job went on smoothly.. crowd control is easy man! heehee.. no larh.. its becoz all the dawgs (visitors n exhibitors) are kinda obedient today.. they now know how to read the signs! hehe..

but wad is stressful is the sub-errands i haf to do! nicknamed: errand boy! firstly.. had to go to stalls at Hall 4 distributing the Move-Out instructions for tomorrow evening! "hi there, im frm the organiser's office, n im issuing ur Move-Out instructions for tmr.. could u pass me ur Business Card to verify that u have received this? thanx n haf a good day".. my pocket was overflowing wif cards n got one caught my attention.. a plastic one! cool! it must cost at least a few cents per card! seesh.. dont noe wad to spend on.. juz pass to me larh! haha... im delighted to help u spend!

then after completing that assignment.. i had to go to various halls to issues their ammended invoices that they need to pay by tmr! One stall at hall 1, one at hall 4, two at hall 5 n two at hall 6... SEH! stress u noe.. walkin so far! sianz!

after that.. after my job was completed.. i made my way back to Organiser's office, at hall 3.. germaine (or i think she's germaine..) called me up to ask a favour frm me.. she passed me a form n asked me to run over to 6J3-12.. that means at hall 6.. -_-"! by the end of the show.. ill haf solid legs! hehe.. kwang kwang kwang!

tmr im goin to the expo at 12.. go shopping for freebies! yey! i want to get that Samsung goodie thingy.. take a picture frm their fon n get it done into a keychain.. cool huh? im goin there man! cant wait! and also one thing that caught my eye, at hall 2, a satellite! i think i wanna get one n send it to orbit (big dreams huh?) tmr is GOODIES day.. n ooooohh... i wanna take fotos wif the models.. so damn CHIO! russian peepz leh.. i think it came out in the newspaper today! check it out guys! BOSS models... huahuahua! all the best to me! hope i can catch them tmr! till then, Gheze.. OUTZ~~

Day #2

2004-06-16T23:03:00.000+08:00
Stupid train again! but not as late as yesterday! but wen i reached there.. had to wait for blardy 45 minutes before getting things done! todays crowd were much more obedient! very quiet! tho the peepz came juz now was like.. FUHYOTONG.. the place is as quiet as a graveyard.. onli wif an occassional blast of soundwaves frm the performance groups n the nearby walkie talkies!

i had to send invoices to the more than 200 stalls available for today! sianz! asking for their business cards in return! sianz! haha.. like im one of the visitors! but still.. the place is as quiet as ever!

the food the various exhibitors brought in was simply tempting.. till i can hear my tummy sing at one time! hehe.. n they had wine n buffet n blarh blarh blarh! Sony Ericsson had their stall nicely done! a very cosy place to study i must say! haha! so do Samsung.. they had a double storey! whoa! NICE!

in my pantry.. there are 4 cartons of Tiger Beer! n TONNS of goodies! wanted to take them.. but paiseh! so had to abolish that idea!

temasek called me up juz now.. they said i haf to pay $404.50 for my fees.. but friday! blardy ass! how am i gonna fork out the money? damnit! i shall say no more or ill start cursing the peepz im not supposed to curse!

haiz.. overall.. today went fine! some minor glitches here n there.. but its understandable! hehe.. more organised! tmr ill be expecting to do some shopping for free gifts.. YEAH!

First Day

2004-06-16T00:40:00.000+08:00
first day of work.. very sianz! super sianz! i came late.. all bcoz of the stupid tanah merah train departing for Expo.. it took quite a long time! bcoz of that, the one in charge of me called me up at 1pm to ask me where i am.. i told her im at tanah merah.. n she say "u gonna be late" then i think i snapped her back with a simple "ya lah".. then i put down the phone!

for those goons who dont noe (WOOOPS).. im currently working for Kelly Services at Singapore Expo within the period 15th to 18th June 2004! they are having the annual CommunicaAsia2004, BroadcastAsia2004 and EnterpriseIT2004! so ill be occupied during this time frame!

ok ok.. back to my story.. i was on the train to Expo.. then another goon by the name of Haris called me up.. "hey ghaz.. wanna play pool?" sorry larh deh.. working!

wen i reached the station... i ran all the way to Hall 3.. where the organisers office is located! frm Hall 6 to hall 3.. skivin all the 70,000 trade visitors there! when i reached the office.. my partner, wai kin or kai win or whoever his name was, stood infront of the office.. doin nothing! wen asked.. he said that we haf to wait for a guy to bring us something to b distributed to the hundreds of stalls in halls 5 n 6! SIANZ!

then came the guy.. boy n he came with telephones! we haf to distribute the fons to the exhibitors! SIANZ! two peepoz, me n my partner, distributing! alot leh! n the exhibitors r damn blardy tut up peeweez! arrrogant! haha..

ok.. 1430hrs im getting hungry coz i havent had a single munch! we searched for the cafeteria, boy its so damn EX! burger king is like Service 100.. the queue was ridiculously long! so i had to go thru ther day wif an empty stomach! and its a long day indeed!

1830 asri called... "ghaz, where r u? we're at expo!" haris n asri came all the way from simei after theiir 3 hours game of pool juz to meet me n u noe wads the intention of haris .. *cheeky grin* yurpz! u guessed it rite! haha! then i quickly haf my dinner.. Mee Goreng + kway teow extra $3.. damn im hungry.. at tevereiro de 2004

Março de 2004

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Tu Pasal Larh

2004-06-16T00:28:00.000+08:00
see larh.. last time was given the opportunity but nvr cease it.. now all u could do is disturb others n make them very occupied by ur demands! i think they are cursing at u for making them do all those things! see larh! ur fault!

wif this.. im stressed already! i cant even get the pic i want in this! very hard! until wan told me.. "ni pon dah stress?" (translation... onli this n ur complaining of stress?) now i noe why i failed my ITa in Ngee Ann Poly! hhaa.. sorry guys.. the truth is really out.. for that ITA.. i asked mas to help me do it.. so its not me! my project.. i passed it bcoz of mas!

i think IT is nvr my forte! shall i give up on this or continue disturbing my frenz? i really dont noe! sianz! gif me bit more time i guess!

THANK YOU!

2004-06-15T22:47:00.000+08:00
finally its done! ITS DONE! i got the songs done! the shoutout box done.. juz need to do some minor adjustments! dont noe whether the picture there.. that stupid picture with the gun thingy.. can be changed! gettin sick of it! so not appropriate! haha.. i chose the skin onli for the style..!
thanx wan... for ur guidance! couldnt be possible without u! 95% of the credits should go to him! but if theres any bad comments... 95% should go to him too! hehe.. i think i sounded not sincere! haha.. all the bad comments... 100% fully borne by me!
lastly.. thanx everyone for ur support! i couldnt be here without all my fanz.. MUAHAHAH!

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2004-06-15T18:03:00.000+08:00
Hi Bloggerass...

my first entry.. its 3:02am now..and im getting excited! FINALLY!

getting the hang of it...

2004-06-15T10:10:00.000+08:00
im really sorry guys.. currently seeking professional help! im trying to get the hang of it! the links, abt me, wishlist, blah blah blah.. i still need to get it done nicely! but sorry... im no computer wizz.. so itll take quite a long time.. sorry yar! i noe im outdated abit.. but who cares! haha.. Gheze.. OUTZ~

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